15 June
meanwhile blogging,was chatting with Alvin on msn as well.then was sooo sad that e entry that I typed was gone..haizz..went 2 my class blog nn saw e url that manda asked me go c..so I clicked on e link nn went 2 yahoo auction..e dress was sooo sweet looking..then I continue looking..actually by then,no1 was online le..was juz chatting with Alvin only as every was aslp by then..5 plus in e morning..haha..i kept looking nn looking at those dresses..i even copied e url nn paste on msn 2 let him c..haha..to my surprise,u noe wat????he pei me look at it too..even give me comments etc..haha..we chatted till abt 6 plus when my mummy came in..haha…she was shocked 2 c me still awake..later stil muz go sch 4 sports activities..anyway I went 2 slp abt 6 plus cuz he goin back camp too..saw lots of dresses that I fancy esp e white one..simply falling in love with it!!!!wanna get it….after that, i went to my dream land le…haha
16 June
suppose 2 wake up at 9 when I went 2 slp at abt 7??haha..anyway,we msg after I offline..i asked whether can he wake me up at 9 later cuz I really scared that I overslept..msg halfway I fallen aslp le..haha…as usual de..thnk he got used 2 it le..anyway really THANK U SO MUCH 4 CALLIN even though u r busy…thanks..haha..i went back 2 slp after that..= x was late 4 meeting..then wen qian called me nn asked wat number I wan 4 my jersey..hmm,I was like still very lost..don noe wat number I wan too…then I told her I will call her back again..i said I wan 18 but is taken by her cuz zhan hui took her 17..haha..so no choice..i so lu..go take 81..actually,only then I juz realized that e number 18 hold lots of meaning 4 me..we got 2gether on e 18th too..haha..but anyway I got 81..e reflection is 18 as well..haha..went 2 sch 4 e sports activities event..didn’t ate anything at all cuz was late..e captain’s ball was pretty fun overall but pretty tiring as I have 2 run round e court..haha..after that went off with manda,jx nn naing..we accompanied him2 business library 2 return a dvd b4 setting off 2 mrt station..didn’t had enough slp..quite tired though..went work after that…b4 that msg Wilson told him meet at usual time..told him I didn’t had time 2 eat anything as well so he asked me 2 get them helped me save stuff dinner..i didn’t nn I don wan too..so met him at e bus stop..was pretty shocked when he passed me e bread..thanks boyy..very nice of euu..i didn’t treat euu bad too..haha…ya that dae was pretty busy too if I didn’t remembered wrongly..anyway saw e new gal,nurul 4 e 1st time..haha..it was damn lame..Wilson go tell her that I got an American daddy nn Chinese mummy..even me myself also cant stand it but 2 laugh..haha..i couldn’t even convince myself that..ya then Wilson become my cousin too..we r relatives nn sort of related by blood..- _ - “ do u think she actually buy our stories???I don noe..but she damn talkative..kept on talking non stop de..i can be talking 2 will halfway then she interrupted in..felt a bit…hmmm..think she juz trying 2 get attention from us…she quite poor thing too…will was pretty mean 2 her too..haha..evil him..then e 3 of us stayed2 do closing..haha..had lots of fun..we went kitchen 2 made lasgna sea food nn shared..b4 that we already ate cannelloni as well too..went home after that..had a long long dae..
17 June
I didn’t work 2dae..suppose 2 bring my daddy out 2 celebrate father’s dae..woke up damn late too..after that bathe,dress up.doll up..we went off 2 clarke quay Indonesia restaurant 2 have our dinner..it was really YUMMY!!!got sambal sotong,sambal stringray fish,sambal prawns,fried beancurd with egg,chicken satay..juz taste HEAVENLY~!!!ya then after that went amalfi 2 look 4 dar dar..haha,,chatted 4 a while..didn’t dare 2 chat long too cuz seems pretty busy..so funny..alan was known as my bf..cuz not 2 expose e truth..nurul said hi 2 alan 1st then kept on smiling 2 him..haha..dotz..daddy nn mummy went 2 watch soccer..so alan nn I went roamin abt..in e end,we sat by e riverside..i took off my shoes nn my leg dangling..yea..love this feelin..was sitting there admiring e nitez scenary of Clarke quay..i was thinking alan mzu be wonderin if only e person sittin beside him right now is not e sis..haha..ya true..i was thinking of that too..at e same time was msging dar dar nn Alvin..we didn’t sit 4 long cuz alan wanna go walk walk..*bishz*after that we went liang court 4 a while..since it was already like 9 plus le..almost every shops closed le..then we crossed a bridge…came 2 a field..saw ppl flying something..don noe wat’s that but it seems really beautiful..so colourful..we went 2 sit down there nn looked at it..heard from alan is from kite flyin club…I didn’t noe Clarke quay got such thing till 2dae..interesting..haha.then met up with daddy nn mummy nn we went 2 amalfi 2 say byee 2 dar dar..anyway waited 4 her 2 knocked off..meanwhile chatted with mahen,uncle dan etc..dar dar so cute..wished daddy a happy’s father dae…so sweet of her isn’t it??haha..ya reached home pretty late that nitez..12 plus already..then after bathe,as usual went online till 3 plus then slp..tml wokin morning…enter my lala land..
18 June
I was like so uwilling 2 wake up when my mummy woke me up this morning…dar dar cant worked in e morning with me as she got her stall thingy..sad..so only me nn tricia..anyway wasn’t that bad..alrite..2dae he came 2 work le..i was pretty cold 2wards him..mahen made 4 me a bismark pizza..shared with him..we ate 2gether..it was like pretty busy..i didn’t have time 2 eat too..ate halfway go helped out..in e end..i didn’t eat much..juz throw everything away..he wanna talked 2 me..but always cant talked 4 long cuz got work 2 do..haha..ya..will working 2dae as well cuz I get him 2 exchanged with nit..then 2 nitez e 3 of us working 2gether again..haha..fun..sweetie came early 2 pei me..then after that I went cold storage 2 get lime juice,orange juice nn whipped cream..lucky sweetie is with me..if not,how m I able 2 get all those stuffs myself???was damn busy nn some more short handed..dotz..suddenly got so many customers..but lucky after that can relax a while..so funny..2dae e 3 of us was like crazy..wanna asked kian come work too..then heard from him that his frd wanna come work cuz fallen in love with jacelyn..dotz..another superficial guy..ya 2dae I worked 4 14 hrs…break record..haha..anyway he went off early 2dae..then I thought he not feeling well..he was feeling dwn..bcuz of test nn of cuz her as well..he told me he wanna give her up..think he cant..haiz..anyway he went drinkin..was shocked when he told me that cuz he don drink de..suppose he muz be feelin sad or rather cares a lot abt her..he wanna drink his trouble away..to me I feel quite toopid..i simply feel that drinkin wont solve ur pro..ya I was pretty affected by him too..nv mind..poor sweetie..haiz..was once again her mood being affected by lionel..haiz..gals…gals..
19 June
wow…2dae I woke up damn late..abt 4 plus..haha..piggy me..haizz..another dae of slackin 4 me..die le..next wk example..y m I still so slack???haizz..i m feeling a bit troubled too…is it bcuz of him???thnk so..but anyway gonna be e last time I feelin vexed over him..wont allow myself again..no more..anyway ya chatted with my tu di online too..he damn lame nn really ginnna..haha..but quite fun too..can c that he can really takes cares of her..chat with dar dar nn him too..he asked me whether wanna go out tml..i told him I goin sch study..then heard from him that he goin off soon..hmm..ya..also good..wont c him..haha..i sound soo bad..but I ain’t..anyway he still very sad..some more his that frd comin 2 work tml le nn she’s working too..he would be even more sad if he c them chatting happily 2gether..i cant do much 2 help too..actually I can juz heck care nn don care anything but I juz cant do it..haizz..if he don leave,I will too..perhaps juz any dae..juz cant bear with my dar dar nn sweetie..him too??I don noe..maybe..but not anymore..don wish 2 continue this anymore..all e memories that we had,had become history..he’s not e guy that will msg me every nitez,fetch me fr sch etc anymore..no longer..perhaps bcuz of all these memories,I m still having a little linger 4 him..he now getting upset over some1 else..nn I m e 1 that he turns too..pouring all his troubles 2 me..some more I even encourage him 2 go after her,confess 2 her..so nice nn sweet of me..actually at e moment that I told him that,I was feeling upset..i even helped him thought of how to say..can imagine how I felt at that moment..haha…lucky it was only a short crush???suppose his looks,his childishness captivate me..haha..after that nitez..i told myself is time 2 give up..time 2 let goo.. juz wanna concentrate on my studies now..no more other stuffs on my mind..studies in my top priority..wanna get into uni as my parents wish..hope 2 get him out of my mind soon..think he don noe abt all this…neither do I wan him 2 noe too..so u better stop messin with me..though I m e 1 who rejected u 1st..but u got ur revenge now..my mood is affected bcuz of euu..finally,i sort understand how it feels 2 like some1 now..sorry apple 4 saying words that hurt euu..i don feel good too..i finally understand how u feel le..dar dar nn sweetie don worry abt me..i m fine…ya think dar dar had been feelin sweet all these while..chilling out with him etc..haha..would really be happy if dar dar gets 2gether with him..he seems 2 be a pretty nice guy..wanna my dar dar nn sweetie to be happy always..smilez…entering my dreamland le..
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