i got wat i want..daddy nn mummy was super sweet to give me 2 options to choose from.. lappy and driving..
but they also feel that lappy is more practical and more useful to me right now..=))
in e end,i choose a LAPPY instead!!!whaha..so happy that i finally own a lappy!!woo hoo hoo..
really lack of slp..slpt for only 2 hr and right now i m dead beat but still tryin to get open laszlo work in my lappy..maybe i shld just forget it and work from com??
went nus for e experiment his noon with bear nn qy..yk asked us to go on mon too..=(( mon is an impt day for us!!sorry gals that i m away during this wkend..so sorry!!
i need SLEEP!!!
2:33 AM
due to recommendation by manda,i gonna start e 1st tuition exp in my life later..all thanks to daddy..he managed to persuade mummy nn he called to tell me that mummy allow..thats was really surprising nn unexpected though..
though e agent,realised that it was a p5 kid nn it's a boy not a gal!!gosh..i started to get quite worried as e agent told me that is to prepare him for exam..gonna give it a try later..if i feel,i m not up to it,i not gonna cont anymore..don wish to put e kid's education at stake..
watched 1 litre of tears special..guess no matter how many times u watched,ur eyes bound to rain for sure..ya my eyes were welled with tears!!gosh!!!hope my eyes wont be swollen tml..i don wan!!i need to have a gd impression for e parents of e kid man..shldnt have caught a glimpse of e show juz now..thanks to u dumb boyy..hopefully things will turn out well tml..plss..
morning and night every1...
2:15 PM
1 mth of holi is gone which i guess we don have holi at all..so next time sp don make it sound so nice as holi for yr 3 ok.yr 3 is really busy..another sem to go..cant part with e rest esp my dbe peeps!!
hmmm,juz read ben's blog nn i find it right..though life is busy..every1 is busy with fyp etc etc but still u shldnt neglect ur frds..i m sure no matter how busy,squeezing out some time to have tea with ur frds wont kill u..sorry to all those that i had neglected during this period..ben,ur that entry really enlighten me!!!
12:23 PM
went to the temple to pray..seriously,i havent been praying for ages..wonder when's e last time i went to the guan yin temple to pay my respect..but i went 2dae nn even qiu qian!!!super funny..as it was my 1st time qiu qian,no matter how long i shake,e qian wont come out!!!but after that it still came out..wondering wat i asking for??not LOVE ok..is studies..daddy thought i asking abt relationship..daddy i m NOT..=))
had my fav soya bean drink too!!!e uncle even recognized me..waha..its been long since i last went REAL shopping..juz walked ard as my whole mind was preoccupied with fyp nn fmc..really so sad that i cant join them..i cant join ben there all for dinner too..so sorry!!this is crucial period..i even got to push back e bdae celebration for sweetie..i know u gonna understand me right!!
off i go..giving my com a break b4 it really explodes which is e last thing i wan it to happen to me!!!
2:50 AM
hoping for better days to come..
3:17 AM
was tossing abt till 8 b4 i doze off finally..woke up at 12 plus to get ready to go qy's house..though i told them i m not goin but qy wants me to go over to discuss abt e development of e webby so i went over..reached there at abt 3..
met up with family..had my fav black pepper crab whereas daddy,mummy nn alan ate chilli crab..whaha..ordered lots of food too!!!after eating so much food,we always have entertainment!!!that is go arcade nn play basketball!!!whaha..i was super excited..at e same time,went lot 1 cinema to check e time slot for 881..last time slot was at 7 plus which is over..in e end,nv play basketball..we headed to west mall to catch e 881 at 9.25pm..daddy nn mummy went hm to get jacket for us..=))
overall e movie was super funny!!!!certain part was pretty touching but i didnt shed a single tears..aunties behind nn in front of me were sobbing hard..though i didnt really like hokkien songs as i don understand but after watching 881,i like all e hokkien songs inside e movie..all super sad!!i have a passion for sad songs..whaha..
did pq with jx,wr nn mabel..it was fun!!swift nn fast..whaha..apple thought i always ignored or don reply him whenever he asked me out..reason being i didnt replied him yest was i was mapling..dotz
food!!!
camwhoring with mummy..
love her =))
always my love:mummy
looks blurr but i like it..=))16 sept
progress of fyp was slow..though there's window widget but i juz cant seem to fix e position..hmmm..HOW HOW HOW??like spend so long on a simple task like this man..
2:35 PM
meet yoggie at sp instead..surprisingly,he's SUPER NICE nn PATIENT today too..really help us for e 1st time..LOVES HIM LOTS!!!
i m SUPER TOUCHED NN HAPPY now!!!finally e calendar,calculator is wrking!!all thanks to a website..if not for that webby,i cld nv link to such a good website man..so happy till i cant slp now..juz wana cont to work..i was so afraid that all of this is a dream..it sounds toopid..but i m afraid that when i wake up,all gonna be gone,back to e old square 1..its so unbelievable but of cuz i hope everything gonna be smooth from now on as we do not have much time left..
though i always complained abt him,but still thanks dr tan for wat u had done nn helped us 2dae..greatly appreciated by us..
off to slp b4 i wake up nn cont on my dhtml nn widget!!woo hoo hoo..
6:36 AM
sorry bear nn qy that i didnt join u guys for proj nn do it at hm 2dae..having tummy upset..
BIG THANKS to mr andrew for tryin to help me with my fyp for so many hours though nth still worked..whaha =p but he tried hard....thanks!!
sorry to ben for not replyin u jus now..sorry.didnt meant to..seriously..
sometimes i wonder,when i m really troubled,perhaps i cant exactly find some1 to talk to..only myself..
4:37 AM
after eating,vic nn clair joined e team nn we headed to cine to watch dead silence AGAIN!!whaha..this is e 2nd time i watching..but don mind as others haven watch yet nn i wanna spend my time with them too..most of all is PETE'S BIG DAY nn i wanna c e suave male lead too!!!whaha..he's named ryan too..=pp whaha.. had a walk ard orchard nn we went home..its been long since i last went shopping..=(( i didnt really shop 2dae too..muz be thrifty!!whaha..shall upload those pic when i got it fr ms piglet..
this is juz another random post??12 sept not only is pete's bdae..it also reminds me of..bittersweet feeling..
its almost 5am!!!i m craving for chicken rice right now..i wan chicken wing!!reason for my craving is bcuz...i watched e 9 o clock show nn they r eating it!!!whaha
~没有你的每一天~
徐婕儿
回家的路总是很远
话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐
都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演
属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼
怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
那时候还以为
我就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天
快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了
还能用什么感觉
我舍不得睁开眼睛
害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里
是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心
冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临
这温度该怎么延续
谢谢你曾经爱过我
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走
time to grow up girl..
5:00 AM
| You Are a Natural Beauty! |
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| Your True Love Is a Pisces |
 Why you'll love a Pisces: Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces. Why a Pisces will love you: You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded. |
| Your Dating Purity Score: 95% |
 You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample! |
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
 And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
9:00 PM
1. The person who tag you are?
ALEXIA!!!
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
hmm..same cca..cutie frd..
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
*show's Crazy fan!!!
*quiet
*independent
*funny nn funloving
*nv c her let down her hair before..whaha
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
erm...by visiting my blog??whaha
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
crazy over show(xiao zhu) together..whaha
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
she's poh loo's best frd..don wan snatch..whaha
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i m straight..she is too..c her tagboard u know she got rumours with some1!!!=xx
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
NEVER gonna happened
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
she snatched my SHOW!!!whaha!!
10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
hope she's happy always
11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
cute nn independent gal..
8:28 PM
she had always been someone who's always there for to spur me on..
be there for me to lend me a shoulder..
be there for to listen to my sorrows when i m feeling down etc etc..
she's a pal that i had contract with since 23 jan 2007!!
in short,SHE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME..
she called nn sms me telling me that she got urgent stuff to ask me for help!!i asked her wat happened nn she didnt wan to tell me..got me so worried!!then mummy don allow me to go out to bukit batok to meet her too..in e end,she came to somewhere near my house..
guess wat??when i saw her,she was holding a box of donuts fr donut fact!!!gosh!!!really didnt expect she really go get it..really super touched by it..
she's some1 that feels spending so long queuing for e donut is not worth it nn yet she queued it for me juz to cheer me up!!
its her 1st time queuing for donuts!!!
E DONUTS!!!GOT NEW FLAVOURS!!!how can i not be touched by her actions!!!i really thanks god for having a GREAT nn SWEET frd like u..thanks a million for e donuts!!!
i actually wrote a short letter nn e mail him..this only shows i have let off..he's just a frd of mine that i will care for too..=)) *2 thumbs up for shirley*
oh ya!!thanks manda for her jokes too!!!whaha...
abt 8 more hours to e release of result...=((
*EAST COAST PARK SUNSET*
*SENTOSA SUNSET:COPYRIGHT FR QIAN QIAN*
i always had a special liking for sunset nn sunrise even though some how some scenery gonna makes me emo???whaha..guess other than cant resist eating,shopping,next wld be sunset!!!nth beats lookin at such a beautiful scenery in this hectic life..wait for me sentosa..i will be there someday to watch e sunset..whahaa special thanks to all my frds..
bcuz of u guys,thats e reason y i can make it thru..
4:40 AM
goin to nus later..arggg..cant slp or rather i m used to slpin at such timin now..but i m afraid of goin nus tml...shirley,be strong nn face it!!!!!!!!thanks to those who cared..BIG THANK U!!!
result comin out soon..my fear..arggggggg..
4:32 AM
Have u ever felt this way before??prepare your feeling for e worst and yet u still felt so defeated..so demoralised..this is how e 3 of us felt after leavin nus..
all of us were frowning..1 day of joy will pay u back with a day of sadness..
really so tired of everything now..not enough slp nn got to wake up so early..we really dedicate our health and beauty for this FYP and yet nth seem to be working..
i juz wonder is this FYP some punishment to make u feel really low nn negative abt urself such as u r so dumb,cant u even solve this??..beat ur morale flat to the bottom,take away ur smilez,ur entertainment,ur joy!!!wat kind of fyp is this!!!
sorry guys..i need to let it all out..i m bursting..hope everything gonna work..we r lacking of time..2 more wk left..
3 MORE WEEKS TO GO!!!PLSS LET ME PULL IT THRU!!
flash nn dreamweaver bk lying in my house =))i dying to have my smilez nn joy back..when will it be back???
1:40 PM
i really really love this necklace!!!its like love at first sight...sorry guys..i guessed i muz be out of my mind recently but i really don mean it ok..i still love u guys to bits..u guys know it..=))
4:34 AM
List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
*get into uni
*get my driving license*always be with my loved 1
*all my wishes to come true!!!
*go NZ or switz..
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you are?
miss ee lin
2. Your relationship with him/her is?erm..she's stalker as she always stalks me..wonder y..=xx
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
*crazy!!
*act gd gal as i always c her in library
*stalker..
*sweet lookin
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
wish me luck for fyp..whaha
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
i m a stalker..dotzz
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
she's cheesy lover..i might be broke cuz of that..whaha
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i m straight..she's too..whaha
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
burn all her clothes..whaha
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
stalk me like she always did =pp
10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
treat her cheese fondue pizza but too bad no more le..whaha!!
11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
crazy gal..=xx
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
i m kind of cuz..=))
13.The character you love of yourself are?
patient
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? procrastinate
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
nobody is perfect..i m a nobody..whaha..so i m perfect!!!
16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.(most of them did it)
1. qian
2. jx
3. manda
4. ben
5. nas
6. alan
7.SJ
8. peter
9. ee lin
10. alexia
17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
no idea
18.Is no.9 a male or female?
is e crazy gal ee lin..
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
whaha..unless they r slanted..
20.How about no.8 and 5?
they not gay..
21.What is no.2 studying about?
DBE
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
just..whaha
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
metallic rock,classic love song etc
24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
3 brothers
25.Will you woo no.3?
26.Is no.4 single?
yea
27.What's the surname of no.5?
whaha..erm..not sure..oops
28.What's the hobby of no.4?
cycling
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
30.Where is no.2 studying at?
DBE
31.Talk something casually about no.1?
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
whaha..nah..we r close buddy
33.Where does no.9 live at?
where u live ee lin??whaha..oops
34.What color does no.4 like?
hmm..find out then tell u..
35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nopez..
36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
like as in frds..whaha
37.How do you get to know no.2?
classmates.
38.Does no.1 have any pets?
nopez..
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
whaha..not bad..=))
3:54 AM
PISSED!!
PISSED!!!
DISAPPOINTED!!!
i m really pissed..sorry guys,try not to mess with me recently as i m quite short tempered nowadays..really don wish to throw temper at u guys..sorry..
11:39 PM
list out wishes:
*get into uni
*get driving license
*every1 ard me to be happy nn in e pink of health
*learn piano
*fyp to be a success
2.ur relationship w him is -
*we r quite close..i m his BROTHER!!!can u be my sister some day??whaha
3.ur 5 impressions of he -
*show lots of concern for his frd
*loves riding bicycle
*jap gulu..whaha
4.the most memorable thing he had done for u-
*always there to spur me on
5.the most memorable words tt he had said to u-
*words of encouragement from him
6. if he becomes ur lover,u will?-
*whaha..good choice..
7.if he's ur lover,what he has to improve on-
*hmmm...nothing???
8.if he becomes ur enemy,u will? -
*throw away all his fav plane model!!!whaha..whaha...
9.if he becomes ur enemy,the reason is -
*reason is it wont happen!!!
10.the most desire thing you would like to do for him now is? -
*i wish to help but i cant help much too..guess u know wat i referin to yea??=))
11.your overall impression of him-
*super crazy!!
*fun to be with
12:59 PM
happy 3 frds had dinner together at cine..we had subway!!!!had been craving for subway tuna sandwich for long juz that i didnt get e chance to eat it..I LOVE E TUNA!!!!iw as really fulfilling nn it only costs me 3.70..=)) i muz be budget now..whaha..i will try to..
FYP FYP FYP!!!GO GO GO
2:46 AM
arrrggg..i know i wont go cuz i m a sensible gal..though mummy was tellin m,if ur frds r goin then go with them..haiz..there gonna be other chances..i believe..so i shall not be upset over it..
finally i did a simple webby for my fyp..really proud of myself..whaha..thanks alan for desigin e pic..really nice nn it got e feelin that i wanna bring out..whaha
i m so deprived of tv recently..everyday face com,do fyp..finally had 2 hr tv break juz now..whaha..thank god for it..phew..
got to slp now..meeting e gals for kickboxin etc later..night every1..
i wont be so easily defeated...
4:55 AM
