his frd bought a acer lappy which costs 1198 but sellin her at 1170 with free acer bag nn mouse..
i was so happy over e 1st deal..e lunch that he packet was delicious..is e famous nasi lemak..he added chicken wing nn egg as well..so good to have some1 pack lunch 4 me..haha..really..get a bf at sim lim nn enjoy this priviledge!!!!!!!!!haha..
got to knock off fr work at 7 cuz boss got dinner to attend..richard nn i went to hunt 4 printer ink..managed to get e compatible at 30 bucks..it was a fulfillin nn happy day 4 me..haha..i shall not revealed it..it makes me smilez like a fool on mrt..haha..hipefully sth will come out of it..haha
11:37 PM
10:06 AM
request 4 off tml cuz need to go aunt house as well as meet up with e dbe peeps but since it's cancelled so i m back to work..if i were to off tml,i don have off next wk..that's e condition i state 4 requestin off tml..haiz..juz go work..have fun with them too..
andrew called me at e airport b4 boardin plane..he damn funny lo..1st scolded me 4 bein heartless 4 not sendin him off nn didnt even give him a call 2 say goodbye..but i did sms him..so i m not that heartless..2ndly,he called to ask 4 his present..that's truely my fault..cuz i told him i will give him e present b4 he left 4 china but i didnt..no time...wait till he's back..shld be able to get his present by then..
feel so no life after e start of itp..cant even get 2 catch a movie..hmmm..but i get to c him..haha..dotz..lame..night every1..
u remain a special place in my heart...
2:33 AM
request 4 off tml cuz need to go aunt house as well as meet up with e dbe peeps but since it's cancelled so i m back to work..if i were to off tml,i don have off next wk..that's e condition i state 4 requestin off tml..haiz..juz go work..have fun with them too..
andrew called me at e airport b4 boardin plane..he damn funny lo..1st scolded me 4 bein heartless 4 not sendin him off nn didnt even give him a call 2 say goodbye..but i did sms him..so i m not that heartless..2ndly,he called to ask 4 his present..that's truely my fault..cuz i told him i will give him e present b4 he left 4 china but i didnt..no time...wait till he's back..shld be able to get his present by then..
feel so no life after e start of itp..cant even get 2 catch a movie..hmmm..but i get to c him..haha..dotz..lame..night every1..
u remain a special place in my heart...
10:26 AM
e 4 of them stayed at granny's place 4 3 days except wen kai cuz he got exam on thur..i feel really bad cuz wen kai talked back with e parents cuz he don wan go 4 test nn wanna stay over to play game nn chat with us..then e bro,kim fei cried too cuz he don wan go home..that's our once a yr reunion..e parents wanted to let him stay but he too naughty..don wan bathe 4 whole day..haha..i love them all...=))
recently my cousin juz got herself a bf...oh man..granny drillin me with e same qn..do i have a bf or still don intend to get??all i do is smilez nn said don have...haha..mummy help me!!!!!!!haha..then aunt nn uncle seem to misunderstood me nn some1..he tease me abt it..culprit muz be daddy mummy or alan...its not true...
i missed e gatherin session with dbe peeps..sadden..nvm..we will meet up again soonz i suppose..haha..hope every1 is doin great..i muz admit i miss u guys lots...
i did sth to my hair..haha..regret??i don noe..after doin it then msg kai nn told him abt it..he was nice enough to comfort me that it will look nice on me..haha..thanks kai 4 bein such a great frd all this while..makin me laugh early in e mornin b4 work though itp seems hard at 1st..to come to think of it,i saw u 3 times a day,mornin b4 work,when u goin 4 lunch nn when u knock off..haha..it makes me envious nn jealous of u ok??don laugh or faint when u saw it tml..i m still scaredddddd..
was surprised that mr kay gave me a hong bao..he was nice ennough 2 give me a 20 bucks hong bao nn i m startin work on fri..woo woo woo..then after that went sakae sushi with irene nn richard went to cut his hair..had a good chat with irene..at least we understand each other better..hope we will have a pleasant time workin together..met up with richard after that then walked ard..every1 in e shop is smoker except,mr kay,cecilia nn ME..haha..
this entry seem so messy..no sequence at all..i m worried abt tml..my hair..argggg...
9:59 AM
i went up to best bargain to take stock fr them..i had to sign out..so e guy juz asked me to write my name will do nn he added write down my hp no too..damn lame la..his shop full of ppl then still got time to crack joke..don noe whether is it mr kay nn e gf didnt c e time,or too busy talkin 2 e supplier 2 dae that they didnt let me off though it's 8..i waited nn waited till8.10pm which is 8.20 in fact..then i really got no choice but to ask mr kay can i leave 1st..
met up with sweetie..she suggested goin to pasta mania..it was full house..billy bomper too then e other few restaurants as well..in short,practically every shop is full..so sweetie suggested goin to tcc..so quickly rished to city hall as its turnin 9 soon..she so fickled minded,last min changed mind to new york new york..haha..so we queue up 4 it..then some1 called my name but i don noe who is it..hmmm...guess who??is vonne..haha..she juz came over to hug me..haha..chatted 4 a while then give each other a goodbye hug..was surprised 2 bump onto her...saw those actors nn actresses fr yin huo cong..that bobo nn e other 2 gals at city link there..
everywhere u go,u will c couples..different types of couples..haha..sight seein man while eatin..i ate fish nn chip with spag..only ate half of e spag cuz is creamy de..i don like creamy..it tastes not bad but i don really like e strong smell of it..get so sick after eatin half of it..ordered deep fried mushroom too..but didint managed to finish it,,sweetie order bbq pork rib nn calamari nn a drink..total bill is 60 plus..had a rush dinner cuz its gettin late then mummy called to rush me hm..if only it's still early,it wld be nice to eat slowly nn chat as well.. i hate eatin fast..was really tired..dyin..saw andrew..haha..i nv stalk u lo..dotz..plsss
kiddie msg me while i eating..askin me will i support him all e way..ya i did tell him i will..juz an assurance..cant change his mindset too..but i m stress too..andrew asked me whether i wanna go clubbing ml nitez...surprised..tml is thur,mot ladies nitez..y wld he go??haha..so e truth is...he got 2 free tickets so he asked whether i wanna go..ask at wrong timin man..i got to work..he said go take mc..dotz..lame guy..
i so envious of kai till i dyin..he only work 5 days,off on both wkend..break time can be like 45 min to 1 nn 1/2 hr then workin time is shorter than mine..if only i got his comp too..sadden...
alan received lots of presents 2dae..e only thing that i m envious abt is e ME TO U BEAR!!!!!!!!is e big 1..e bear wearin a shirt statin I LOVE U THIS MUCH..so cute..it's kinda of heavy cuz there r beas contained in it..i like that bear...sob sob..nvm..i off to concast on bed..
2:11 AM
happy valentine's day to u too..
1:07 AM
shan jing msg me in e mornin to wish me good luck..on msn,he told me not to be a small gal anymore..muz grow up cuz i kept complainin..haha..maybe i juz too childish..made daddy nn mummy so worried abt me..daddy even msg me fear that i might not be able to adapt..i m doin fine..no worries..after 9 wk,i pro in that line le..haha..so juz jia you jia you ba..though 1st day seem like a yr,tml gonan be better..=))) thanks 4 ur encouragement shan jing..
gonna spend my v day with sweetie..haha..seems like a better choice..haha..good luck every1..
12:40 AM
> <.heartache.sob sob..kiddie asked me go jp with him..i didnt go..i was damn tired..lazy as well..jennifer also last min asked me go work..think it's busy ba..i didnt go too..instead i went hm slp..haha..shld have go work then can earn $$ to get that short..haiz..actually wanna dye hair 2dae but i went to slp..its late so didnt manage to get my hair dye..went out with alan to west mall 2 buy pizza..bought e fortune feast..was kinda of yummy..had a heavy dinner though...
then andrew called..chatted with him..he shoot me like...i need ur help qian..only u can make him quiet..haha..he's funny..kept askin 4 his present..then i asked him 4 mine too..he said he will import a panda back 4 me..make sure u do it..bleah..he comin down to sim lim next wk to get sth then to eat lunch 2gether too...sweetie comin to find me to have dinner too..delighted..called buddy after puttin down with andrew cuz buddy wan me to call him..chatted a while with him..but most of e time durin e conversation,he rushed me to slp..haha..all e best to those goin 4 itp tml..muz jia you jia you wor...
goin itp tml..daddy nn mummy seem to be more worried than me..haha..but they noe i got no pro de..cuz e daughter so frdly..whaha..hope it gonna be a great day 4 me..feelin nervous though..don think so much..cheese..
i m happy 4 u man...really can feel ur happiness..= )) muz be xin fu...
8:36 AM
slpt at abt 3 plus yest..one of e earliest nitez that i slp..haha..woke up at 8.30am..i woke up late again!!!!!!!!gosh..so quickly dressed up,bathe then rushed to sch 4 meeting with e sub com..most ppl were late too..its kinda of broin there..got here self entertainin nn chi chattin session..haha..but had a great chat with jason..its been ages since we last saw him..so crap with him with qian nn jx..we always enagaed in our own conversation durin meetin..haha..sinful..e appreciaiton dinner is cfm on e 14 apr at CSC..its at batok!!!!!!!finally for once,its to my advantage..haha..happy..lalala...
happy 3 frds met up with bear to junction 8 2 c xiao zhu zhu...damn excited over it..due to e reasont hat he's too popular,we cldn't even get a album of his cuz it's all SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!of cuz was utterly disappointed..went so far nn yet didnt yet to c him nor shake his hand..it's alright..wait tilll next time then..be optimistic* lookin 4ward to ur concert xiao zhu...=))
after partin with e rest,met up with my family at chinatown..on e way there,i was like already half dead..really tired after a long day..once again,it was really packed at chiantown too..every1 shoppin 4 new yr goodies..but kinda of enjoyed it..eat eat eat..i m growin vertically..haha..congrats myself...
nitez every1..time to slp..tired...i m such a goody goodie gal..slp so early 2nitez..haha = p
Because Of You-Kelly Clarkson
i will not make
the same mistakes that you did
i will not let myself
cause my heart so much misery
i will not break
the way you did, you fell so hard
i've learned the hard way
to never let it get that far
because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i don��t get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
because of you i am afraid
i lose my way
and it��s not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because i know that��s weakness in your eyes
i'm forced to fake
a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't even whole to start with
because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i don��t get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
because of you i am afraid
i watched you die
i heard you cry every night in your sleep
i was so young
you should have known better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else
you just saw your pain
and now i cry in the middle of the night
for the same damn thing
because of you
because of you
because of you i am afraid
because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don��t get hurt
because of you
i try my hardest just to forget everything
because of you
i don't know how to let anyone else in
because of you
i'm ashamed of my life because it��s empty
because of you i am afraid
because of you
1:29 AM
tml goin to work..sianz esp after so long nv work le..maybe after itp not workin there le cuz mummy asked me not to..ya it's true that workin here is much more tougher but i think still can though initially i cant take it too..i don wan others to say me missy then shi zhi bu zan yang chun shui..its not e case..bleah*
was msgin kian to ask whether he wanna go joggin with me..then i took a nap..he damn funny..told me he bought a jean nn shirt 2dae..bought a hot pant yest..haha..he means short actually..haha..he's juz a damn funny guy..
received e news fr sista nn zhi wei that hui ting's mummy juz passed away..i was taken aback by e new..like so sudden..heard fr sista that its juz a flu then e mummy ignored it thinkin that is minor..then she contracted with virus then gone...haiz..life is so fragile..i cldnt attend e wake with e them cuz mummy sure don allow de..asked her le..juz as i expected..then was chatting on msn..poh hong's frd's mummy also passed away...then she was tellin me life is so fragile..true enough..so guys treasure ur loved ones now...don wait till u lose it only then u learn how 2 appreciate it..humans r like that..i m not an exception too..
read jx's blog..saw those HK pics..haha..thanks 4 takin it 4 me..haha..glad to noe that u nn wr r doin fine..enjoy ur day at bugis tml..toopid boyy drink honey water so can argue with me..haha..manda nn i will shoot u more..BEWARE!!!!!!!haha
alrite i goin to my lala land..promise SJ i muz slp b4 5..muz keep my promise to my frd...nitez every1..
after losin u,it taught me how to appreciate nn treasure others..so it wasnt that bad afterall..=))
12:55 PM
a day where i m bein called home fr sch..1st time in my life..
form teacher told me that daddy called to ask me rush hm quickly cuz uncle cant make it anymore...
i still can remembered vividly how ms ho break to me e new..
i juz ran hm all e way..
cldn't stop my tears from fallin off my cheek anymore...
didnt expect this to happen to my beloved dearest uncle...
mummy was cried till her whole eyes were damn red..
then alan rushed hm..
nn we quickly rushed back to msia..
everything was too late...
uncle was already gone when we reached granny's house..
he left e moment when grandpa called..
breakdown..
everything happened simply too fast..
i cant take it at all..
all bcuz of cancer..
he took him away fr all of us!!!!
he suffered so much..
fighting against this fearful disease..
changin of bone marrow etc..
e operation lasted 4 7 hrs...
mummy,aunt nn mii waited outside e operation threate..
its been 3 yrs..
for once,i really wanted to become a doctor so i can help those cancer patients..
but i m neither strong nor capable enough..
i really miss u uncle..
when u encourage me to study hard...
will always bring me to eat good yummy food..
dote on me e most etc etc..
everythin still remain e same..
juz that this family longer has u..
if only u were still ard...
5:00 AM
watched finished epi 12 of hana kimi then feel so lost nn bored!!!!!!don noe wat to do..no idea wat video to watch too..stiff bored right now..anyway chatted with kiddie..that damn tz cum think too much thinkin makes me wanna laugh..shall not rant abt it in detail..tml goin out with vonne..feelin weird cuz scared no topic then tension cuz don noe wat 2 chat abt...guess no choice juz go shop..zq was nice enough 2 offer to accompany to go with me so i wont feel so awkward..no worries man..think i gonan enjoy myself tml...cheese*
afiq intro me a game..haha..quite fun..juz rabbit jumpin abt..play a few games of it then back to you tubin to watch vid on fahrenheit..wu zun is really suave!!!!!!!!!!wong dong cheng so cute!!!!!!he's so talented in drawin...*droolin*haha..i m desperately lookin 4ward to next wk so i can watch epi 13..arggggg...goin 4 itp next mon..is like so damn fast..it is a short wk 4 me too..out tml to bugis,out on thur to have lunch with him then fri most prob work,sat is mentorin nn xiao zhu's day,sun a rest day or family day then mon start of my nightmare....might not be that bad..console myself 1st...
that place triggers e memory of u....
11:57 AM
a nitez at clarke quay with my family..that includes daddy,mumm,alan,grandparents nn aunt's family..called to make a reservation for 13 pax at e indonesia restaurant...miss e feelin of being back in CQ again..missed everything there..e scenery etc etc..that nitez was cool..it was packed with ppl..most imptly,it was cool nn breezy..sitting by e riverside dinin was nth but great!!!!!!!!!simply immersed in such feelin..after dinner,walked to e bungy jump then went in 2 amalfi to say hi to dar..struggled with myself lots b4 goin in..haha..then saw mr boyy as well..he kept callin me that nick..gosh..had a hug with sexy gal..miss them lots!!!!!!!!!!e shoppin centre opposite CQ had open...gosh i don even noe abt it..i was shocked when i saw it that day..i m so OUTDATED plsss..had fun with them..sittin by e riverside,lookin at e water etc..it was a nice feelin indeed..nth beats havin quiet moment by urself..had a long day..didnt managed to study at all..bless me again...
who can resist a scenery like this???
a nitez to rememebr
my fav fried beancurd!!!!!
sambal sotong..
bbq chicken
4 Feb
it was a bad day..argue with mummy cuz i don wanna go to my cousin's baby mth celebration..is at pasir ris..damn LOO!!!!!!don noe y muz it be so far..in e end i went but i pulled a long face..but i was back 2 normal after a while..haha..its a aloha..e food was ok..i love e deep fried prawn e best!!!!!!haha..then had a walk with daddy,mummy nn alan at e beach..it was really dirty but who cares cuz i love sittin by e beach admirin e scenery nn everything ard me..it was really coolin..how i wish i cld juz sit there till e nitez..if i have a choice,i wld still prefer east coast..no reason 4 that...it's cleaner as well..
watched super star then only started studyin at 11..had a great headache then study till 4.30 then slp..wke up at 6 plus in e mornin..it was tirin of cuz..i lookin like a panda..
this is really a spastic pic of me..= x
taken by alan while i m readin notes on train
make me sway
can c how windy is it??
dirty beach with a ship sailin alone..
dead fish
sunset
5 Feb
IBE paper was HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!i simply give up at 10am..qy also noe that i m practically starin at e paper..i nv study those at all..wat m i suppose 2 come up with???even is my own make up story,it was also make sense..so in e end,juz blank...great disappointment..this is my retribution..so i shall juz accept it..
had enough slp finally..later muz study 4 e last paper..e rest r goin 2 town tml...town again!!!!!!haha..not bugis is town le..no other places le??haha..lookin forward...grin*
saw this fr e toopid boyy's blog..it seems fun so i decide to give it a try as well..haha..
S:Easy to fall in love with
H:Have very good personality and looks
I:Loyal to those you love
R:F*ckin crazy
L:Loved by everyone
E:A GOOD KISSER
Y:One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
9:57 PM
had maths paper 2dae..it was e damn most disappointin 1..haiz..really upset over it..better not rant ant it anymore so as to not aggravate my feelin further..went IMM with manda..in e end,we ended up at spirit shop..haha..they r havin sales!!!!!!!!!mand ann i were tryin out tops..haha..gals r still gals..
finally finished watchin my 11 epi of hana kimi..wow..only 1 word 2 describe SURPERB!!!!!!!!!he dman sweet then wang dong cheng damn funny..had a good laugh 4 hours watchin it..had a great chat with zq n manda too..saw my name at some1's blog..prasing me..haha..hope wat i said makes u stronger too..=))
later granny there all is comin to my house..they always seem to come at "right" timin..once was near my o lvl chinese,that time was when out with him but got to rush home to eat dinner with them then now is near my exam period too..cant complain if not mummy gonna said i u tubin then nv study too..then sun still muz attend cousin's baby monthly celebration..some more damn far..at downtown or sth..so loo..so far..
daddy nn mummy intend to bring granny etc to indonesia restaurant at CQ...really miss that place lots..e scenery etc..it's been a mth plus since i last went there..=((off to slp cuz is almost 5.15am..nitez..
1:13 PM
talkin 2 a perosn who is same age as u but his thinkin is totally different fr mine..his thinkin is doin biz nn how 2 get damn rich..wat m i still thinkin then??still so childish..play etc..haha..i wanna open my own shop so i got 2 plan ahead now...haha...think too much le..
gonna be a pig now..tired...i nv become pig though but slack whole day like now is not exam period..haha..kor asked me go his house 2 bai nian durin cny..go take hong bao from his mummy..haha..dotz..i juz say only..i dare not..
now watchin hana kimi..wow...so damn funny..its definitely a show worth watchin..it juz makes my day cuz it simply amuses me so much..muz study soon..no more slackin..=)))
12:25 AM
