went long ma t get some stuffs cuz mummy wanna get 4 granny..really damn crowded there..every1 seem to be squeezin me cuz i got a big bag!!!!!!then got this quite handsome guy there..then mummy said he's a you yu guy cuz he don smilez at all..its very true!!!!!!!!but that's wat makes him cool..haha..there's this aunt who came over chatted with me lots..asked me lots of qn..eg is she my mummy??she looks so young..we looked like sister instead..my course etc etc..when i said my course,it seems to ring a bell..but she cant remember who's e dumb guy..so i asked her whether is it wilson??then she said YA YA YA..haha..bleah*before that went off to sim lim square to look at e shop that i m being attached too...no suave guys!!!!!sob sob..sadden..sianz..but e shop got 2 gals..hopefully they gonna be kind to me plssss.
wanna tell u lots..but juz cant bring myself to tell u at all...
10:20 PM
3:28 AM
went to meet tsui ping..haiz..after e meet up with her,it makes me more vexed nn upset though..she got students attached to there as well..but is a guy..his feedback to tsui ping was not bad..he enjoyed himself there..accordin to tsui ping,e company wishes 2 have a gal this time..nn they got me..so she said no worries,they gonna treat me damn nice..hopefully ba..it only requires me to start work at 10.45 but it ends at 8!!!kinda of late though..5 nn a half day work..might need me to stay back 4 OT or even come back on sun..gosh..cant work at jennifer there..sianzzz..some more no life too..sob sob..tsui ping wan me 2 wear skirt on e 1st day of work so as to look like a gal..dotzzz...hope everything gonna goes smoothly 4 me nn my frds..all of them got their itp placement too..think mand ann zq r really excited over theirs!!!!!!!!!workin at ACM..so cool!!!!!!!!then qian,will,marvin,shezhiyan nn tz workin at e same comp..haha..happy workin 2gether guys..
qian told me a phase fr e happy birthday movie..it was really nice nn meaningful..u can c it in both jx nn qian blog i think..
24 Jan
wasted e whole day..wat i do was went sch 4 2 hrs maths revision..lunch then went home watch vcd cuz nth to do..not as in nth to do,,,i suppose 2 do some revision but i went to watch meteor garden instead..dumb me..then fallen aslp while watching..woke up cont again then headed to west mall to have dinner with mummy..my so called 1st meal of e day other than my breakfast..but seriosuly i wasnt hungry at all..back fr dinner,chatted on phone a while then now online chattin away..argggg..if this cont,i gonna be dead meat..
tml goin sch to take back my maths tut as well as take e test papers fr bear..meeting andrew too to pass him my maths stuff..he found e right person 2 help him with his oop mini proj man...haha..i don noe anything de..wat i gonna do is to laugh at him..haa..= x
in this lifetime,i miss u nn had missed u
12:54 AM
it's weekend again!!!!!!!!!!whaha..which means i got to work..haiz..shan jing came down 2 pass me my pay 2dae..i was pretty shocked 2 c him cuz i asked him not to come down as i asked him 2 juz cash deposit e money into my acc..so i didnt expect to c him at my workplace too..anyway,a BIG thank u 2 u 4 comin down 2 pass me my pay..
it was damn busy 2dae..very very..customers were complain cuz we took abt an hr or so 2 deliver their food..but b4 e busy period starts,i learnt how 2 open up pizza dough..haha..hoo hoo hoo..excited..e sales was 950..which is consider very busy..u image 1 small pizza costs abt 4..but it was a good exp though..
SJ told me he can lend me $$ if i don have enough $$ to go taiwan nn to learn drivin as well..as a frd,of cuz thats very nice of him to offer 2 help..but i don think i gonna lend money fr $$$ unless there's no other solution..i don like lendin $$ fr others unless i got no choice...but i m kinda of touched by his act..= )
21 Jan
mr andrew complained that i nv go e rest of e mentorin ppl to celebrate his bdae..to compensate,i gonna get hima flintstone soft toy 2 make up 4 it..haha..don be too touched..i noe i m super nice gal..haha..
taken with alan..love this pic lots!!!!!!
we r cutee..haha..= p
since u been gone(edited by alan)
taken with e spongebob grp..
i realised qian got lots of scandal pics with adrian..haha..oops..secret exposed..
qian nn adrian
them again!!!!!haha
isn't that sweet???haha
now nn forever,i'll be ur man..haha..
4:25 PM
e whole bunch of us went to bk e proj room in e library after e early dismissal of mCt..decided to do our quiz 2gether..certainly,it shows it was not easy at all..all i can say it's tough..that dumb andrew tricked me!!!!!!!to think i actually believed him..dumb me..i got tricked TWICE!!!!!!!by andrew nn toopid boyy...naive,gullible or watever u call me..maybe i really trust ppl too easily..shall reflect on it..haha..= x
reached hm at abt 3.40pm nn rushed out 2 meet cousin at 4.10pm..it was damn tiring..how i wish i cld juz lay on my bed nn had a good slp..but i got work as they r shorthanded..after meetin hui at commonwealth,quickly rushed to work..i fallen aslp on e train...can imagine how tired i was..
congrats to that toopid boyy for gettin his FTT..stop showin off to me..i will get it soon too..so don be too smug yet!!!!!!!!= p
bear called me while i was on my way home..she told me my itp is out...oh man..guess wat???it's at sim lim square...out of all places,i m being posted there..gosh..damn embarrassin..down there,mostly r guys..i don even dare 2 go there alone to shop 4 thumbdrive etc cuz i find it very ps to ask them..yet now,i m bein posted there to work..bless me..but lucky bao bei bear was posted to somewhere near me too..so at least we can go work together as well as go home..my liason officer is tsui ping..haha..fortunate???perhaps i m..
time to slp..night every1..
3:13 AM
went to do bmr proj at library..guess e whole class is there doin bmr...then i was playin game..so fun!!!!!!!got me so excited....but muz have irritate e others cuz i was makin lots of noise...= x
andrew called to ask abt e gem thingy..haha..then sth happened..very funny..then he extort a fullerton meal fr me..dotz..
tml got bmr presentation..muz get ready..at least try to pronounce e word to prevent fr being laughed by ppl.haha..u guys noe who u r..i shall not rant it out..= x feel like bakin cake or cookie..all along wanna bake but cldn't find e time to..sob sob..hopefully tml i got e time to..juz a trip down to redman or ntuc..
it's obviously that i had forgotten i had started learnin drivin..think i didn't stepped into bbdc 4 more than a mth..after exam got to go rush my FTL nn prac too..i thought i only need 2 save up 4 tw trip..i totally 4got abt drivin too..so how how???
bao beu bear so cute..she told me that she gonna bring alfred tml to stay at my house 4 a week so her house there is upgradin..so she don wan her alfred bear to become grey bear..haha..she damn cute..i gonna take care of her bear 4 a wk..haha..
if u were mine,i'll be ur everything
12:30 AM
seriously felt so hopeless nn no confident in this quiz at all..its even worse than astro..i don even understand wat i m readin too..help me..save me fr all this plsss..but no choice still got to take e quiz..lucky got bro 2 help..haha..he so ON!!!!!!thanks andrew...shall not elaborate on wat loo stuffs we did..haha..
went to com lab with qian,jx,bear,andrew..then later buddy came join us..damn super funny lo..those guys r damn lame la..learn e techique of hackin e com without bookin..haha..then view some1 frdster profile..haha..haha.. ^ ^
went 4 meetin..had lots of fun too..saw e way qian nn adrian behave..laugh my ass off..haha..so funny..mentorin dinner nn dance held on e 14 apr..don noe whether shld i be happy or sad???cant spend with other frds le..DBE/2A22 i hinting u guys 2 celebrate 4 me!!!!!!!!!haha = x can u imagine???after this bdae,i m turnin 19!!!!!!damn old...if only i can always remain young..haha..that wld be great..
alan result wasn't that good..mummy sound so disappointed when she told me over e phone..i can sense that..daddy as well..so daddy wan me 2 find a tutor 4 him..so i decide to approach shang jing 4 help..of cuz gonna pay him..then in e end,he said pay him transport fee will do...my dear alan don noe how worried daddy nn mummy are over his studies..i also don wish 2 disappoint them to..hope to make it to uni..muz really study hard this time..no empty promises..
if i could turn back time....
12:53 AM
every1 is damn excited nn lookin 4ward to e trip 2 taiwan!!!!everydae u bound 2 hear them discussin abt it..now even e tw committe is formed..haha..manda being e chairperson,zq being e vice,jx e secretary nn qy e financial planner..so it gonna be a 9 days trip..goin to 2 or 3 places..i m sure it gonna be fun with this bunch of peeps..i m lookin 4ward too..
alavin is angry with me though he said he's not..1stly,i 4got his bdae..i thought is somewhere in may..2ndly,he had been askin me out every sun nn i got 2 work..he clamied that no wonder how busy i was,if i treated him as my frd,i will find time 2 meet him out..hmm...seriosuly i don feel like meeting him or even goin out..ya i m evil..sometimes juz too lazy nn tired to go out..but i still feel bad abt 4gettin his bdae etc..he had been a great frd though..all these while,he had been there 4 me durin lots of occasions whether be it sad etc..
sth very wrong with me..i muz really reflect abt it..if i don open my mouth nn talk,it doesn't mean i m not ok..juz that..i don noe..anyway i will be fine..got gem test tml..shldn't have on e com nn come online..expected.arggggggggg...muz go off to study soon..lots of chapters..exams comin soon too..jia you jia you..
i'm fadin away
11:02 PM
2dae is e 1st day working at jennifer’s place..in case u guys had no idea who is she..she’s aunt mary’s niece..start work at 11am..it was kinda of near as compared 2 CQ cuz e shop is located at Holland..yest went with family to holland there eat e XO fish head bee hoon so drop by 2 visit aunt mary..then Jennifer who is e boss,ask me when can I start work nn gave me e uni too..i started work 2dae cuz she is short of manpower..the shop name is La Pizzalio..sth like that..haha..= x
it was a small but cosy shop..a homely place I wld describe..i don expect it 2 be very busy or as crowded as amalfi..but down here there’s nv ending work..like washin dishes,toppin out cheese,cutting of onion etc etc..1st time cutting onion..almost cried..my eyes were brinked with tears..haha..e uni is jz plain white polo tee that has e shop name..due to e fact that my fringe is not long enough nn I didn’t bring a clip either,so I got 2 use sth like e padana to prevent my fringe getting in my way..haha..that’s wat Jennifer requested..
everything was quite familiar cuz it’s still pizza..haha..Jennifer is pretty nice lady..but she’s damn particular abt cleaniless!!!!!very very..haha..which is good..had beef lasagna 4 lunch..e moment I wanna eat mu luch then a bunch of ppl came in..though aunt mary nn Jennifer asked ne 2 have mu lunch 1st but I didn’t..helped them out till there’s no ppl..inly then I can enjoy my lasagna..though it’s juz warm,but it’s still really damn super yummy!!!!!!is really different fr amalfi..though I noe is bad 2 make comparison but cant help it but 2 compare..haha..e layer pasta that used 2 make e lasagna is very soft nn it has lots of filing!!!!!!!!whereas amalfi beef lasagna has very little filling nn u will get sick after eatin more..
worked fr 11am to 7pm..somewhere in e noon time,I was left alone to tend e shop cuz Jennifer is out 2 deliver pizza..gosh..juz me alone..but lucky e sis came over 2 help..i didn’t noe Jennifer actually ride a bike 2 do delivery..i thought she drove..haha..dotz..
it was very very sweet of sweetie 2 come support me on my 1st day of work..really touched..thanks!!!!!!!she came down after her church service..as usual,she does lives up to her name..don noe how 2 make her way here..haha…think she gonna kill me if she c this!!!!!haha..but she admits it too..oops..= x she had tiramisu nn green tea cuz she juz had lunch with her frds..i was damn ps 2 let her c me wearin e pandana..damn embarrassin..but she finds it so cute nn kept wanna pinch my cheek..i got 2 seek help from aunt mary 2 escape from her clutch..haha!!!!!
though I got to do much more work here nn e pay is lower but I don mind..instead,it makes me come to one realization..i finally noe wat I wanna be if I cant make it 2 be a teacher..all this 18 yrs,I only had 1 dream that is 2 become a teacher..but after a day of work there,I discovered that..i finally got another dream!!!!!!!!!really damn damn excited..sweetie,u r e 1st 1 that I shared my this dream with..haha..
perhaps this dream might sound silly,but I will still try my best 2 make it happen..i wanna open a eatery!!!!!!!be it a Italian restaurant or café..juz wanna open a shop of my own..this shop I got 2 do more work or every1 is doin more work cuz we do e pizza ourself..aunt mary nn Jennifer r e 1 doin pizza..no chef..they said will teach me how 2 open a pizza dough 1 dae..that is was inspired me I suppose..like havin ur own shop..doin everything by urself..though it’s hard or difficult,but u will feel a sense of satisfaction if ur customers said”e food is really yummy!!!!!!” doin all by urself..small nn cosy shop..i wanna own u 1dae..so I shall work 2wards my dream!!!!!!!it feels really great 2 have a dream once again..my dream wof being a teacher was shattered on e day that I noe I cant make it 2 jc..though still sad that I cant make it to jc but I nv regret getting into poly too..noe this bunch of kids..haha..i m totally revitalized now..wee we wee..
told daddy nn mummy abt this new dream of mine..haha..they seem 2 support me too..cuz they had been hearin me sayin e same line that I wanna be a teacher 4 don noe how many yrs…sorry daddy nn mummy..pited ur ears..haha..i wanna ask kor kor,Andrew or shang jing 2 teach me Italian food le..at e same time,I can learn from aunt mary nn Jennifer too..haha..
take away 1 pizza home..half Hawaii nn half tuna..sweetie took away 1 pizza home tooo..while waitin 4 me,she cant resist e temptation so she ate a bite of it..her comments was very delicious!!!!haha..so I took a piece of it after aunt mary brought it out fr e oven..it’s totally heavenly..thin crust..crispy too..haha..1 word..NICE!!!!!haha
had been watchin fruit basket..really a damn nice anime..so damn funny..but often I always fell aslp while watchin it then woke up again 2 cont..my bed is simply too cosy..haha..
I hurt my toe nail!!!!!!!gish..is hurtin me lots..e whole toe nail is fallin out..sob sob..plssssss join back soon..it hurts..poor little toe nail..
sorry kor..but thanks 4 ur understanding..really appreciate it..
u take e smilez from all that I give,I take e tears…
11:52 PM
