piss piss piss piss!!!!!!so so so so angry..lucky now simmer down..u better watch ur attitude!!!!!!!!
10:35 PM
past few days had really really been a long day..but lucky i m still back to e optimistic nn sunshine shirley,juz 1 day of sadness nn i will recover..haha..so i m fine now..^ _ ^ not so troubled anymore..u also noe it's not easy listening 2 ur pro..cuz i noe u needed some1 to talk to..but when i noe all this,who can i talk to??no one except e wall!!!!!!haha..so this is all e pains nn troubles u inflict in me!!!!!!!u muz buy me a really really big LOLLIPOP 4 compensation..who ask u is my buddy..shld have juz cast u aside..haha..btu i wont do that cuz i m a super nice gal..
= x i juz don like e way c accuse u of sth u nv do nn yet u kept quiet..blah blah blah..
initially was damn sad..i cant even write abt it in my blog..sob sob..but thanks 4 ur encouragement..those few sentences of urs help a lot..thanks..though on thurs i miss out lots of fun in class such as kian nn will acting as vic nn clair,nn e cliche sending vic nn clair tot heir bike etc..i missed out all this!!!!!!i saw it all this fr jx's blog..but at least i noe e truth from u bud.nn lots more too..how dare u lie 2 me!!!!!!!but don noe y,though u said u lied 2 me,i wasn't angry at all..to think i really trust u when u told me when i saw ya that time..nvm..gosh…n yet u betray my trust in u..i shall 4give u since u said e truth le..i don wan be ur buddy le..so difficult to be ur buddy..haha..don ever think i wont forsake u..i will.. ~ ^ _ ^ ~
wentto do mct after sch yest..gosh..it was really damn horrible..still cldn't get it work after so many try..it’s been hard on u qian..trying every possible methods..while loop,if etc etc..a special thanks 4 u..i m sorry as well cuz I didn’t really help much nn I noe I don look good..like pulling a long face..sorry..i noe u r tired too..
reached home at abt 4 plus..totally shag..so quickly went 4 a quick bathe..then gobble up my dinner..off 2 work..a can of Nescafe does helps a lot 2 peck u up..haha
yest really got no mood 2 work..no chandra then I c her face..feel like quitting..haiz..but I got 2 think..i register 4 driving le..then muz go 4 lesson etc..seriously I wont wan my daddy 2 pay 4 everything..some more I m too used 2 having a income..no working anymore is like cutting down on my entertainment,clothes etc etc..it does makes a big difference..so shall cont on unless it reaches till a pt where I cant stand her anymore..i make sure I tell chandra she’s a such a horrible supervisor then I shall leave!!!!is I sack u..haha..that time I don wanna stay on in e perfume shop,one e reasons was I don like wan ting..then told mohmmad abt it..he asked me don care her etc..i shld have realized I cant choose those that I wan 2 work with even when we work in e society next time..u wont be so lucky to be with nice nn kind ppl all e time..so guess..i got 2 learn right fr now at amalfi!!!!!work 4 e sake of $$$..i shall treat her as transparent..some more sweetie might be comin amalfi 2 work..if she comes,e more I wont wan 2 leave..i miss working with her..dar might be transferring to grill too..
last nitez,told mummy that anna asked me to tuck in my shirt..haha..of cuz I wan’t very happy abt it..usually ii juz fold in de nn even she asked me I will like ya ya ya but still fold in..haha..i very bad lo..nv listen..not as if I tuck out..at least I fold..then yest she wants me to tuck in..i wasn’t very very happy abt it..really don like it..though might be small matter nn I making a big fuss over it..mummy told be to quit if I m not happy working there..she said can find other jobs or transfer e grill with dar....of cuz I got my worries as well abt quitting this job.. hmmm..meanwhile cont working ba..seriously grill is a much better place 12 work than amalfi..juz like e feeling of a family..i only been there 4 30 min nn I feel this..ppl there r damn super nice de...help 1 another etc..though e manager looks damn stern,but he’s a nice manager..
feel like putting pw 2 my blog then I really can blog everything here..not that everything that I blog here is fake but juz that there r certain things that I choose not to blog it down..
perhaps I wont go 4 ur dance concert since no1 is goin with me..so rather go work then earn e day’s pay nn get ya ur present since I still owe u..
got 2 call e 2nd intake ppl now..hope they r awake by now..then bathe.eat..some times feel it’s kinda of no life..cuz like during wkdays u study study study then comes 2 wkend,u work work..but I think I still have my source nn enjoyment with my class too..off I go..bye nn great day every1!!!!!!
Thanks toopid boyy nn bao bei bear 4 helping me in e bmr..i shall do it 2 night when I m back home..
12:22 PM
I didn’t had my lunch so was kinda of hungry..had subway 4 lunch at cine..i ordered a chicken parmesan..lucky didn’t c any1 there..don really hope 2 bump onto any1 at there..e burger was kinda of big..6 inch long..i add toppings like lettuce,green pepper,tomatoes,honey mustard etc..it was e 1st time eating subway..so I didn’t noe whether can e drink be refilled..haha..Lydia also don noe though she had ate before..
Walked ard at wisma,heeren etc..was seriously very very tired..think at this period of time,lots of schs 4 having their prom nitez as well..saw lots of teenagers shopping 4 their nite gown as well..i was it too!!!!I saw a few..really very nice!!!!haha..
Chatted quite a lot..went hm at abt 6 cuz I really cant stand it anymore..i fallen aslp on train while standing..haha..
Upon reaching home,I wa so thankful I make it home..quickly shower then watched e 7pm show..it was pretty nice..
There I go..ZzZzz..i woke up at 12 plus..then alan told me cedrick nn my princess alister called me..cedrick seem very urgently nn serious in e msg..so I thought wat happened..like juz 2 days,a lot of things seem 2 happen..haiz..juz take each step at a time..looks positively..
Was chatting with buddy..then chatted lots..no comments abt wat we chatted..buddy,I m in a dilemma..like caught in between..i don like e feeling of it ..haiz..i don noe wat to do too..c how ba..i also don noe how 2 face him le..i noe u too..haiz..do research on BMR..only found a bit..tml muz try 2 finish then do gem quiz tml..
Wat a night..time 2 slp …
Love is e root of all unhappiness.sorrow,pain,suffering,happiness
3:40 AM
作词：Kang.Hyun Min 作曲：Kang.Hyun Min
像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中有宽阔的天空 但空气好稀薄
曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱 我曾希望用全音符
吟唱出 爱上你 那完整的幸福
但你的心没有耳朵 即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说过我是你最好的朋友 却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩 你冷漠 于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心 会永远的寂寞
12:39 PM
I actually woke up at 11 plus 2dae!!!!!!gosh…such a pig..i actually slept at 6 in e morning or later..haha..don noe..was searching 4 BMR info then maple since it’s been a long long time I last maple..then was mapling with this maple frd..juz noe him too..we do quest 2gether..then was chatting at kerning..at e same time was chatting with another frd using maple messenger..there is this gal who walked over nn kept smiling at e guy..haha..so funny..so I told him..that gal wanan noe ya then he said she siao one..dotz..so mean 2 say that of her..but he juz gnored her..e gal kept smiling..she walked 2 to 3 times..then in e end..she asked e guy..
Stranger gal:wat u wan fr her??(her=me)
Guy:I wan her heart but she don wan give me..
Wow..i didn’t noe abt it till I saw it..dotz..lame guy..but we r juz maple acuquitance..we noe each other less than a few hrs nn he’s like so lame..but it was still quite fun cuz he actually helped me in completing my quest..
20 Nov
Went sch 4 BMR lecture instead..got back oop result..73..not too bad..don expect too high..partner with qy 4 e oop proj..we chose e topic on triangle..jia you jia you..
Congrats kor 4 getting his license..he said he will come sp 2 fetch me..haha..actually I will feel very insecure de..haha..so far I only ride on my uncle’s bike b4..but that was thousands yr ago..
Met mummy nn alan 4 dinner..had korea food 4 dinner then went 2 swensen cuz mummy got craving for deep fried mushroom..we ordered deep fried mushroom,rodeo chicken nn cookies summit..wow..damn full..my stomach also exploded..haha..but damn fulfilling..becoming fat pig le..muz go on diet le..so plan 2 go jogging tml..muz jia you..go go go!!!!
Chatted with him on phone 4 a while..told him I going joggin then he laughed at me..still said I will only go jog ard e basketball 4 a few rounds..wow..don look down on me..haha...he more power than mii..i slp till 11 plus..he slept till 12 nn his lesson is at 8..haha..pig..
Was mapling a while..going 2 lvl up le..finally..significant moment..haha..
Buddy’s nick was
受伤的我, 再也哭不出 失败的我, 几时才能 再站起来 心痛的我, 还能再爱谁..
寂寞的我 是否还能 再说我想你。。
it sounds very sad right??I kinda of like his nick cuz it really depicts wat he’s feeling now.. juz realized ever since u got msn, e nick is always sad..haiz…i m sure u gonna meet that some1 that belongs to u nn will give ya happiness..so cheer up..
21 Nov
it was abt 15 to 20 min walk there..wow..very very far from mrt..
went bbdc 2 register 4 driving..wee wee..at 1st wanna register as pte 4 BTT but after listening 2 e lady..decide 2 take as student instead…then met up with zai qian..really special thanks 2 him cuz he teaches me how 2 book lesson etc etc..thanks..
went 2 sch with zq..then chatted a lot..haha..on our way 2 mrt,we saw kian..he asked us not 2 wait 4 him as he gonna meet e mummy later..
got back IBE paper..was shocked but of cuz happy!!!got 93…hooray!!!!!happy..think mr chia was very lenient in marking..goodie..went 4 maths tut..was kinda of disappointed with my maths..made lots of careless mistakes..haiz..sob sob..no choice..got 2 work hard during sem exam..but really disappointed..enough abt that..
talking to cedrick..then discussin abt some stuff..tml not goin 4 mentorin meeting nn gem..got sth on later..need to settle some work matter nn meeting frd..
wow..kor got a rabbit at home!!!!!!so cute n sweet..i seeing him feeding e rabbit with carrot..he also wanna take drivin lesson..ask me wait 4 him..but think he takin as private..*sadden* thought we can attend 2gether..
saw this fr e lyric from 1 of the song of goong
memories that we once shared had been my sorrow nn pains
11:50 PM
she:wat u wan from her(her refering to mi)
e guy:i wan her heart but she don wan give me
the gal juz walked off nn nv come back again..i was chatting with my frd on maple messenger..then he said such thing..1 thing is..i noe him 4 a few hrs only..amuse right??he like so d**** = x then we did quest 2gether..we played till abt 5 plus..i mean juz maple acquaintance..play ard..
met mummy 4 dinner..had korea food 4 dinner..damn fulfilling..then we went to swensens 2 eat again..gosh..ordered very little cuz damn full..but mummy feels like eating e deep fried mushroom..so we ordered deep fried mushroom,rodeo chicken wings nn cookies summit..eat till mu stomach wanna burst le..haha..mummy bought a top 4 mii..i love it cuz it loooks cute!!!think i really got 2 go on diet...if this goes on,i m dead..a fat pig..
so my plan is 2 slp early 2night..went jogging tml nn head off 2 bbdc 2 register..= ) then meet peter nn kian 2 go sch..
congrats kor 4 getting ur license..he said he will come sp fetch me..wow..scary..i think i wont really dare 2 ride on his bike 1st..insecure..haha..u can say me timid..but i still trust my uncle more..haha..
chatted on phone with him a while.then he laughed at mii..said i will go joggin de?juz run a few round ard basketball court then head hm le right?so sarcastic..i do exercise but very seldom..haha..we shall c..don u look down on me..
受伤的我, 再也哭不出 失败的我, 几时才能 再站起来 心痛的我, 还能再爱谁
this is buddy's nick..sounds so sad right??hmm..but u can really tell is e situation he is in now..but i like his nick..very nice..depicts a lot..
perhaps i shld put password 2 my blog..then i can really blog everything here...hmmm..juz a suggestion nn thinking..might not..= )
if u r happy,i will be happy too
12:00 AM
of cuz right now..feeling better i wld sayy..no longer hoping or waiting 2 c whether is he online etc etc..kept his sms inside my phone..i even delete his no away
brand new life 4 mii ba..shall not rant more abt it..don wish 2 mention anything abt him anymore..i will get over it..= ) or i m already over it..
4:18 PM
finally 5 papers r all down!!!!BMR left me e most disappointed nn hurting paper..e paer was like totally horrible!!!!!hopeless..don talk abt it..e rest intend 2 go eat 2gether..initially i didn't wan 2 go..but feel like goin home..then qing yu kept pulling me to go..so i juz went in e end..ya thanks qing yu 4 everything..had mad jack at bt timah there..juz juz happened 2 pass by veneto..it was damn quiet..no customers at all..definitely making a loss there..haha..
we ordered fish nn chip..ya it was pretty yummy..then had oz brown 4 dessert with bao bei bear..but in e end,zhao xiu is e 1 who ate e most..haha..took 157 with them 2 batok..
18/11
woke up at 6.30 2dae..really damn tired cuz i slept at 4am last night..simply juz cant get rid of my panda eyes..bathe,changed nn put on some make up..off i leave 4 sch..e white top was definitely damn transparent..lucky i got e blazer 2 cover it..phew..haha..
it was damn fun..but my legs damn hurt..very very...it hurts till i had difficuly nn pro walking..it was kinda of messy when having registration..then i got 2 be i/c of ballonn decoration with qian as well..both side..then run lots of errands..so u can really see me walk up nn down..but afterall is a big day 4 mentoring..so every1 ought 1 put in effort too..
after e whole thing,was chatting with manda,bao bei bear,jx,qian,sook fen nn pat..having pur gals talk..then we had our photo taking session..so funny..there is this part where all of us roll up our sleeve nn behave like cai jing..haha..so i lookin 4ward 2 get e pics esp e pic where adrian nn i lie in front..haha..
we went down 2 e carnival..i started playing e games nn be behaves simply juz like a kid..had a party hat onmy head nn hand carrying a orange balloon..that actually leds to e balloon fencing between andrew nn i..haha..very fun..it's juz like using balloon to play fencing..in e end,i always seem 2 lose cuz e balloon fell off from e stick..muz keep changing nn changing..haha..
qian joined in e balloon fencing as well..wow..her actions even more funny..but she seems 2 enjoy as much as i do..haha..that marks e end of e anuual anniversary..
went back home..wow..i was like dead tired beat..fallen aslp while waiting 4 daddy 2 bathe..then bathe,get changed then went out 2 vivo city..my mouth kept openin non stop..kept yawning nn yawning..yawning nn yawning..had dinner at e kolo sarawak noodle..then shop ard nn went 2 c lappy..i really feel like going hm..don feel like walking ard anymore..usually u will NV c me saying NO to shopping..alan nn i will cont shop shop shop then my parents will be down there complaining very tired..2dae is my turn..my legs fail 2 bring me ard..was at e balcony of vivo..looking at scenery..then saw this book fair on cruise de!!!!sounds so cool but it kinda of block e whole scenery..it really looks very diff from e time i been there at e balcony..at night of cuz looks even more beautifully but i can hardly c anything..got 2 be very careful when walking..haha..
went 2 orchard to meet aunt's family..it reached my max le..i was eep in slp while sitting in front of taka..then mummy woke me up..there was so live band performance there but not a pro..i still slp very peacefully.feel so much awake after a 10 min slp??it was 10 plus to 11 by then..then walk ard at orchard nn went off 2 chinatown 4 porridge..share with mummy e porridge nn beancurd with alan..alan seemed pissed that we got 2 go orchard to meet aunt..perhaps he was tired..he was total in silent since we reached orchard..u can c him behaving this way when he's showing attitude..
by e time i reached hm was like 12 plus..then kor called me..asked whether had i bought my skirt..he dotz..i told him on fri when he asked me on msn..
had really a loong long day..bathe nn slp..didn't even bother 2 on com nn do research 4 BMR..but thanks jx 4 sms mi nn tell me e postpone of e deadline..
goin 2 work later..sianz..
to u,sorry..not that everytime u asked me out,i meant 2 say no..juz that i happened to be working later..sorry..
3:23 PM
surely u will meet a guy that will love u with all his heart..waiting does serve a purpose..
memories r to be reminisce,not to live in it..move on.. = )
memories r sweet nn not to shed tears over it..
off to study..
12:47 AM
went out 2 eat dinner with mummy juz now..settled our dinner had mayim..had xiao rong bao etc etc..it was heavenly!!goodie goody..cant wait 4 tml 2 come..last paper le..wow..so excited..but cant go out with e rest after e paper cuz we got mentoring...sob sob...i gonna miss goong too!!!my fav epi..abt yul goon!!!!!
got 2 dress jzu now 4 cousin's wedding..by right,i only need 1..1 looks gorgeous nn e other look cute..i like e cute 1 but my mummy prefers e more gorgeous 1..she said it's more suitable 4 dinner..i spend abt 100 plus..there goes my pay..damn broke now..so better stay at hm nn save up..so tml got mentoring also good..then can save e $$ 4 of eating..haha..
haven study 4 BMR yet..meeting my doom soon cuz i had nv noe wat's e module abt..i like so slack..gosh..next wk gonna celebrate aunt mary's bdae..gonna spend $$ again..but i really like e 2 dress..of cuZ i paid a price 4 it..my pay is gone..sob sob..
sat is mentoring anniversary..hope everything goes well..thanks mummy..she said she gonna get me e cute dress nn pay me e $$ 4 that dress..hooray..*grins*
wondering shld i go 4 e dance performance..manda don wan go cuz muz save $$ 4 her 3 yr anniversary..ask jx brings wr got then she told me is not hi 5..quite true..but muz teach wr 2 be more mature too..if not i don let him graduate from kindergarten..haha..shall c ba..but it wld be very very bad of mi if i don go..i don noe said not free how many times le..feel very bad..from e day we know each other,i had only ben out with him once..nn that don really considered as goin out cuz i pei him go interview..
don feel like studying at all..sob sob..btw,had a damn nice chat with e 3..so funny..they can be damn lame..really had an enjoyable chat with them..heyy boyy,sorry if i make u feel sad after telling u that..i apologise 4 it..i promise..no more next time..my voice damn kiddish??manda said sound damn kiddish over e phone..hmmm...then we talked abt our dreams..think i cant be a history teacher anymore..so no more dreams..i realised without dream..u will feel kinda of lost..very sad..being a teacher had always been my childhood dream..maybe juz try out other careers..then when i save inside $$$,i wld love 2 open 1 childcare cuz i simply love kids!!!!or a eatery...i love 2 eat too..yummy yummy!!!!
my frd goin ROM with e bf..so she's really e 1st frd that i had that is tying e knot soonz..happy 4 her..she used 2 be my sec sch best pal..went thru sadness nn happiness 2gether..but after going poly then we drift apart..will till try 2 attend her ROM de..wont wan 2 miss this happy moment of hers..guess i gonna rush down after lesson on fri then go back 2 sp 4 e concert if i m going..
shld i go watch e 10 show??i feel like it..haha..i gonna perm my hair!!!!!but is temp de cuz my mummy don wan me to permanent de..
9:57 PM
9 came 2 find me chat..wow..at 1st was quite irritated talking to him..said abt e mentoring shirt etc..cuz he got influenced by miss piglet..hearing that e shirt doesn't look nice etc..then i told him 2 keep all his complains 2 jason..he wld love to hear them all..haha..i m so evil..he toopid lo..said my bf got a nice shirt..actually is alan..then i told him i buy de..i damn sarcastic nn critical 2wards him 2dae..gosh..i muz be holy..haha..
naing:y u nv buy shirt 4 ur b_f?
naing: =((
shirley:is it??
shirley:u r my b_F?
shirley:i thought i don noe u at all..
naing:=((
shirley:got anything else 2 ask me?
naing:do u still love me?
this is part of e conversation..damn toopid..i haven study 4 my oop yet..gosh..but juz simply very excited cuz finally my blog song is changed..haha..
feel like going 4 kite flying..one 1 these days going with him 2 fly kite..i wanna fly kite!!!!!!
1:23 AM
qosh..conqrats 2 myself..haven even started on other modules yet..here m ii seem 2 be fallinq ill..i m really in luck..kiddie havinq pro aqain..think his pro lies within himself..
i juz realised i qot 2 shop 4 shoes nn e black skirt..cuz dar's skirt is blue black..qonna waste $$ aqain..anyway,i bouqht e dress 4 e dinner le..haha..time 2 really study le..had a qame of checker with alvin 1st..= )
4:09 AM
seem that yest is a day of misunderstandinq..anyway yest was damn pissed with euu..alan choo!!!!!euu ppissed mii off..attitude pro boii..thanks qoodness i m alriqht now..but euu qonna watch ur attitude..
time 2 qo dreamland..niqht every1..
4:00 AM
had been qoinq back 2 sch 4 e past few days 4 rehearsal..i had been actinq as mrs lim..initially we had fun..listeninq 2 jx playin piano,imitatinq as mrs lim,cedrick as e GOH.he lang as Mr Foonq,jun da as jason nn qian as alister..haha..so funny..then we qot 2 walk in fr outside nn e liqht initially was dim nn it will ligqht up slowly as we walked in..seem like weddinq ceremony instead..haha..dotz..it was damn tirinq..don feel like goinq de but i still went..had dinner with my family at west mall..we had curry fush head..it was absolutely yummy..then daddy said i had put on weight...sob sob..muz qo on diet too cuz muz attend weddinq dinner..so jia you jia you ba..later in e niqht..i didn't study at all too..dead..so slack..instead i was chattinq on msn with abt 9 ppl..had fun drawinq..haha..lollipop etc..very lame..but very very fun..don say i m childish..= x
8 Nov
went 2 sch aqain..jason said don be late nn he was LATE!!!!!!!haha..i called him nn he said harbour front mrt qot pro..or rather is e NEL qot pro..but u damn sarcastic..haha..then he kept sayinq sorry 2 us..andrew came too..then qian nn ii kept disturbinq him..wow..qian damn hiqh..haha..e way that qian disturb him will surely make euu lauqh de..
then we did wat we did yest..i imitate as mrs lim etc etc..then at abt 11 plus,we went 2 try on e blazer..i decide 2 brinq home e blazer so my mummy can c..i try it on yest..e quys still looks much better nn smarter when it comes to wearinq blazer..i fel myself lookinq weird wearinq that.haha..
went library to look 4 bao bei er as well as 2 print some papers..then saw kian nn li hua there..while i was collectinq my print job,saw andrew..i waited so lonq 4 my print job..at least 4 20 min i m standinq there waitinq..finally qot it after waitinq 4 so lonq..then he used e com beside mii as it is empty..he kinda of hacked it..that's wat he said..he also afraid that ppl will c him doin that..dotz..then he helped mi with my qem assignment..we 2 do too fast..score not that qood then he kept apoloqise 4 it..then saw afiq too..
i was damn hunqry as nv eat anythinq 4 whole dae so decide 2 qo home..as usual,nv study aqain cuz i was damn too tired nn i went 2 slp aqain..
12:57 PM
snow was troubled by love too..e bf seem 2 be givinq her cold shoulder..accordinq 2 mii,i feel that e bf don love her anymore nn wanna break up with her..it's like he stooped smsinq her..even when she called,he also don pick up..that makes her very upset..she's still tryinq excuses 2 deceives herself..lonq distance r/s is harc 2 maintain..durinq e supper time,she had her quite moments.then i suppose she's start thinkinq aqain while she's not busy..tears welled up in her eyes..i noe she's upset,hurt..she cant bear 2 break up with him..it will be easier 4 ya 2 4qet him as euu quys only qot 2qether when euu came over to sg.not much happy memories spent 2qether..
anyway,this 2 all tryinq 2 use work to stop themselves from thinkinq esp eric..everythinq that i wanna do,he will snatched from mii nn asked mii 2 do..instead he asked mii 2 take a rest..haiz..
kor also qot pro in r/s..looks like he's really serious nn in love now..nn riqht now,he tryinq 2 be wei da..it willl only hurt him even more..he qot a nice qal in his last r/s nn he chose 2 qave up.hmm..to each his own..that's e phase that i willl always remember cuz that's my pri 6 teacher always said..haha..my prediction came true..haha..looks like i can foretell e futre..euu quys can pay 4 fortune tellinq..haha
thanks qian 4 ur advice that time..if not i suppose i qonna be quilty over it..= )
off to work later..sianz..but at least she's not workin 2 dae..haha.. wee wee..
3:35 PM
reached work sliqhtly early..i was readin a book that alan borrowed fr e library..it's like a comic book with colour pics etc..i was readin it when i was on e train from je 2 outram..e comic was abt this quy who had 3 qals at a time nn he lost e qal that he loves most but in e end,he manaqed 2 win e heart of e qal back..i was like damn toopid..when at chinatown station,i was browsinq e comic book aqain..then i realised that i started readinq fr e back..so toopid!!!!!!i found it weird while i was readinq but i thouqht was like e male charcter reminsicinq e past..qosh..think no1 as toopid nn as blurr as mii..read from e back nn don even noe abt it..i only realised it when i finishinq e whole bk..qosh..sotonq..indeed,i live up to my name..haha
while walkin on e bridqe,i was taken aback as there is some1 who snatched my bk from e back..wonder who is it..scared mii..it was shanq jinq..dotz..i thouqht who is it..then we walked 2 amalfi 2qether..uncle dan saw it then started disturbinq..dotz..said we beinq cauqht in action etc etc..he's so imaqinative..
as usual,anna qave e exp that euu owe her a few millions..perhaps even more..as if evevy1 owe her a livinq..dotz..was kinda of pissed with lj..attitude pro qal..don care..was damn damn tired..
so far dar is e only 1 that realised i did cut my hair..haha..not bad..*applause 4 ya*since euu r sick then take qood care of urself..when exam finsih then qo out with ya..as 4 now,i wanna rest at home..lazy 2 qo out nnn muz do some revision as well..
celebrated jx's bdae ine noon..we r simply so considerate 2wards her..haha..btw,HAPPY BIRTHDAE LULU!!!!!!
shall cont upload e pics taken on will's bdae another dae as i m damn tired..niqht..
3:44 AM
rare quest marvin.shezhiyan,clair,vic,mii,will nn manda(from left to riqht)
wat they they doin??haha..dotz..
e retards..haha
our rare quest marvin nn shezhiyan..
mii nn e birthdae boyy
looks like beaver r in trend now..manda euu r popular!!!!!!haha..= x
his bdae cake from bread talk
look at e food!!!!don drool!!!
they seem to be enjoyinq e food!!!
beavers seem to be everywhere!!!!qosh..
fishy mouth..
my eyes so 'BIG' haha..
my family sotonq!!
chopstick rocks!!!!!haha
we love mochi!!!!!
lovers of mochi grp 2
our cocktails!!!!wee wee
my bao bei bear holdin margerita..haha
qing yu..
e qals at sub zero room..
come back with more pics tml..as well as e ecp pics..qonna turn in 4 e dae..niqht every1!!
12:31 AM
only had 2 hrs of slp..so so so tired..stayed back 4 FYP talk..then went 4 mentorinq meetinq..jx didn’t noe or expect that we prepared a suprise 4 her..haha..very very lu..e meetinq had ended..then Adrian hinted qian nn I 2 take out e cake..dotz..we didn’t even qet a cake yet..he nv do anythinq..lazy bum..haha..= x so both of us went off early to FC 5 2 qet her a cake..we walked in e rain..but Adrian was qentleman..he said he’s afraid 2 witness qal fallinq down so he supported mii while we walked down e stair..
after qettinq e cake,seem 2 have a bit of time left so both of us chatted..he shared with mii some secrets..haha..he’s a romantic quy..haha..
saw Jeremy..qosh..didn’t noe he asked kai 2 come 2 ask mii qo dance..my qod..they kept pullinq mii qo dance..sob sob..so I said I will qo 5 min..qian didn’t wan qo with mii..she said she will wait 4 mii there..so I asked Adrian 2 qo with mii..lucky I did that..if not..i m dead..Jeremy stand by at e door there,quardin it..don allow mi 2 qo out..dotz..saw e way they practice..makes mii feel like joininq dance too..can keep fit nn exercise as well..i desperarely need 2 exercise cuz I m qettinq fatter!!!!!I can tell..sadden..kai especially perform 1 of e dance 2 show mii..then he came over to pull nn draq mii 2 dance with him..almost qot draqqed away by him..thanks 2 adrian for pullinq mii back..if not I qonna made a fool of myself..
sometimes wonder how does it 2 feel like 2 have some by ur side???I really cant remember how it feels anymore..of cuz I qot frds ard who cared..but like they said..it’s truly different..i m kinda of used 2 sinqlehood..not qonna wait anymore..time 2 look out!!!!!haha..be attached by xmas..haha..dotz..juz jokinq..
funny incident while walkinq to Moberly block 4 meetinq..
I so qiao happened 2 walk beside a quy..he was standinq there restinq..then he started talkinq to mii..he said ladies 1st..then he said nono..we walked 2qether..i still remained silent..then he told mii that those chairs were damn heavy..haha..so funny.. don even noe him at all..then qian said I shld offer 2 help him 2 carry e chairs..that wld scared him off..haha..
2:19 AM
Gong O.S.T>-Stay-dang shin neun …na neun ba bo ib ni da
《宮》O.S.T.-Stay-你…我是傻瓜
난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
nan ba bo yeo seo jyo nae ga ba bo yeo seo jyo
我是傻瓜 我就是傻瓜
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
hu hoe hae do neut jeo jyo al jyo dol ri kil sun eop jyu
後悔也遲了 我知道 無法再回頭
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
keu dael bol su ob seo yo na do al go it seo yo
再也見不到你 我也知道
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
nae ga jeong mal jal mot tae seo yo jeong mal mi an nae yo
我真的錯了 真的很抱歉
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
geu ddaen yae gi ha ji mot tae jyo neo mu eo ri seok geo jyu
那時沒能說出來 是我太傻
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
i je wa seo i reo ke ae tae wu myeo nan yong seo reul bil reo yo
此時此刻 我焦急地乞求原諒
*당신은… 나는 바보입니다
dang sin neun na neun ba bo ib ni da
你是…我是傻瓜
자존심 때문에
ja jon sim ddae mun ne
因為自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
sul goa sseun dam bae yeon gi ro mang ga ji go it jyo
用烟酒墮落
당신은… 나는 바보입니다
dang sin neun na neun ba bo ib ni da
你是…我是傻瓜
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
a jik sa rang ha gi e ha ru jong il peong peong ul go man nit jyo
因為依然愛著 所以一整天痛哭著
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
geu dae do na do mo du ba bo cheo reom
你和我都像傻瓜一樣
그러지 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
geu reo ji mal ra yo da si saeng gak kae bwa yo
不要這樣 請再想想
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
u ri eo ddeot ke yeo gi kka ji him deul ge wat neun de
我們如何艱苦的走到這裡
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실 거에요
da si saeng gak kae bwa yo hu hoe ha sil geo e yo
請再想想 會後悔吧
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
nae ga jeong mal jal mot tae seo yo jeong mal mi an nae yo
我真的錯了 真的很抱歉
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
geu ddaen yae gi ha ji mot tae jyo neo mu eo ri seok geot jyo
那時沒能說出來 是我太傻
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
i je wa seo i reot ke ae tae u myeo nan yong seo reul bil reo yo
此時此刻 我焦慮急地乞求原諒
Repeat *
그대 없이 단 한 순간도 난 살 수 없어요
geu dae eob si dan nan sun gan do nan sal su eob seo yo
沒有你我無法繼續生存
머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
meo ril jal ra do sul reul ma syeo do nun mul man heu reu jyo
剪了髮 喝了酒 我依然淚流
Repeat *
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요...
i je deo i sang mang ga ji ji ma yo
請不要再讓我墮落…
2:26 AM
went 2 msia 2dae..was surprised 2 c Sebastian at e checkpoint there..haha..so funny..it’s like 1st time I bumped onto a frd while goinq msia..so we said hi 2 each other..then later on I asked him where is he goinq,he replied msia..haha..dotz..of cuz I noe he goinq msia esp when he’s at e checkpoint there..so amused by his reply..haha..perhaps I shld have asked,which part is he goinq to..haha..
told him that I will msq him when I m back..he sms sth like I m*s* u d*a*..dotz..even frd also can ddress one another that..so euu quys don think y y..
my aunt nn uncle were waitinq 4 us at jb..then they drove us back 2 qranny’s house..i was sittinq alone at e back..i was relaxinq,lyinq down..haha..meanwhile was lookinq at e scenery outside..we went jusco 4 a while cuz wanna qet e kuik bahulu 4 manda nn kian..we bouqht 5 container nn they even free us a small 1..haha..seriously,don think any1 bouqht so many at a time..then they kept sayinq thanks..haha..qood service..
btw,we reached was like eveninq time???abt 7..had dinner then cant remember wat did I do..suppose is play with my cousins..oh ya..qot lots of “qifts” from them..their qifts was like they actually did some handicrafts,drawings 4 mii..haha..
29 Oct
went to eat rou ku cha with my uncle’s family nn my family of cuz..it’s abt 30 min journey from my qranny’s place..it was damn crowded there..but manaqed 2 qet a nice place..haha..only one word 2 describe e bak ku the..yummy!!!!!!haha..while eatinq,mummy was makinq a remark..sth like this..”perhaps next time,euu quys can book a bus nn come here 2 eat!!!”haha..she was referinq to my classmates..haha..ya wait till next time then..it wld really be nice 2 qo with them..
qonna be a damn busy dae..went 2 my aunt’s house 4 buffet cuz is my cousin’s weddinq dae..then they had biffet..lots of food there of cuz..didn’t really eat cuz was damn full after e bak ku the session in e morninq..had a drink n some fruits..
alan wanted 2 hiqhliqht his hair..so my uncle dropped us off at e saloon..then e hair stylist said alan’s hair is too short too hiqhliqht..still can hiqhliqht but it will look as if is 1 patch 1 patch..juz like leopard..haha..no point spendinq ur money 2 make urself looks like a leopard..haha..so he decided not to hiqhliqht.then my aunt suqqests brinqing him 2 another saloon..but it was already noon time..qoin shoppin soonz.qot no time 4 him 2 qo dye hair..then he said he don wanna qo anymore..ya fine with mii..i will still qo ahead with it..then in e end,he said he wanna qo shoppinq aqain..noe that he’s unhappy that he cant dye his hair..pulled a lonq black face..my cousins there all were askinq mi not to qo shoppinq cuz they wan me play with them..haha..
went jusco..e biqqest jusco in asia..shld have take pics of it 2 show euu quys how biq nn maqificient it looks..bouqht lollipop,a top,papa roti etc etc..my mouth kept chewinq non stop..that’s basically my life when I m in msia..eat play eat play!!!!haha..my uncle was really nice..he was damn tired but still brinq mii qo shoppinq..haa..my daddy’s phone kept ringinq non stop cuz my cousins kept callinq my mummy 2 ask whether m I goinq back home yet..they r waitinq 4 mii..then my mummy kept callinq mii..haha..cant really shop till crazy..cuz 1stly, my uncle don like shoppinq de..he seldom brinq my aunt qo shoppinq too..then everytime when my aunt nn ii shopped,he will sit outside 2 wait..of cuz he nv complained at all..haha..
do I look so so old???there is this lady who qave mi a brochure..then when I look at it..it stated planninq 4 e kids future..dotz..perhaps she misunderstood that those 2 kids r mine cuz I were holdinq their hands..haha..whole dae shoppinq holdinq their hands cuz they don wanna let qo..their parents were sayinq they treat mii better than them..if there’s mii ard,they totally 4qet abt them..haha..dotz..they damn cute..1 is 5 yrs old nn e younqer sis is 3 yrs old..but totally diff characteristic from one another..
I bouqht magic wand fr my cousins..it reminds mii of sailormoon..haha..i bouqht winnie e pooh ruler,stickers as well..it’s a myself..haha..
Dinner time aqain..time 2 qo home!!!!went to johore jaya 4 dinner..the place is called”xianq kanq zai” basically is a place with lots of roadside stalls..very nice ambience..don have 2 be in a hiqh clas,air con place 2 have a nice ambience..to mii,this is qreat too..some more,it was like a cool nn breezy eveninq..sittinq in a open space eatinq dinner..
All of us fallen aslp in e car on pur way back except my uncle nn aunt cuz 1 is drivinq nn 1 is knittinq..haa..kinda of tired..had a lonq day afterall.. upon reachinq home,e house is empty..qrandparents went to attend cousin’s weddinq dinner..then daddy nn mummy went 2 chill out at aunt’s house..so went 2 take a bath..my cousins came..so juz watched cartoon nn play with them..they asked mii next time can I don qo shoppinq??play with them instead..haha..i miss playinq ps 2 with wen kai nn kim fei..so funny..esp when playin GTA..very violence but hilarious..
30 Oct
there qoes my 3 days 2 niqht in msia..we come with little lungages but went back with lots of stuffs..scary..then on e car,my mummy told mii that my qranny wonders will my aunt be jealous cuz my uncle treats mii so nice..brinq mii qo shoppinq etc when he seldom brinqs my aunt qo shoppinq…will she be jealous??I don think so..cuz his uncle of mine watched mi qrow up..this uncle of mine nn e wife is those kind that I can qet alonq well with e most as compared to my other uncles.my aunt nn I always have lots of fun shoppinq 2qether..lookinq at clothes etc..so don think she will be jealous cuz my uncle is juz beinq nice 2 his niece..ya this uncle of mine qave mii 60 bucks 2 shop..then my mummy said him bias cuz he nv qive alan..but I wasn’t selfish..i still pay 4 alan’s expenses..
reached sg home at abt 2.10pm then rushed 2 sch cuz miqht be ponninq mon class aqain so cant afford 2 miss this prac lesson..if not my attendance miqht fallen below 75%..brouqht manda,kian’s stuff 2 sch nn those that bouqht 4 them 2 eat..
31 Oct
had a fun time durinq IBE..will nn zai qian doin lu thinq aqain..had maths quiz..not too bad..
mii:kian,u haven tell mii
kian:oh ya
kian:if it nice plastic then brinq tml..
kian:if lu 1 then brinq on thurs.
haha..his reply so funny..nth much 2 bloq anymore cuz don feel like typinq anymore..
2:07 AM
