haiz..2dae suppose 2 go out with my dar nn sweetie..we said it since last wk n we will go catch a midnight movie nn have our gals'chat..i thought i can go cuz my mummy didn't say anything or object to it..who noe my daddy don allow..i was damn angry nn upset over it..haiz..i pulled a long face after that..didn't ate anything 4 e whole dae except 4 some biscuits..my mummy kept asking me 2 get something to eat b4 i go work..i told her i m full..actually i m..think i m too upset to eat le..haha..my mummy can tell i very unhappy that i cant go out..i noe very bad but juz cant help it but 2 pull a long face..
after that my mood turns 4 e better after talking to qing siang nn saw my dar at work too.. i m back to normal again..haha..e always smiling nn smiling me!!!2dae was pretty busy..chandra asked me to do bar then uncle dan asked me go food corner nn make e dolly paper..qing siang helped me with that too..we were chatting there..he said some funny stuffs nn made me laugh..of cuz my mood turns for e better..he's really a not bad guy..not a bad catch!!haha..in e end,i worked at food corner instead..lots of order..i even helped 2 make lasagna etc..haha..think i can ve part time kitchen stuff le..he kept disturbing me as well or rather bully me..haha..anyway had a fun time juz now..c how my dar dar teased qing siang abt e "hard gay" thingy..feeling sort of guilty cuz i told her abt qing siang nn wil doin e hard gay act yest then 2dae she disturbed him with that..haha...she damn cute!!
oh ya...such a coincidence...i juz walked over 2 e bar then i saw apple outside amalfi..i was shocked 2 c him...i saw yeow chong as well..haha..but after that i went back to food corner 2 continue with e dolly paper..apple msged 2 ask whether can i meet him outside 4 a short chat..i tld himi i m busy with my stuff so in e end i didn't went out..decide 2 call him instead..while we were talking,he kept came over nn disturbed..he 4ever like that de..whenever i chat on phone,he will come disturb.it seems that he noe when i m talking to guys..then in e end i got no choice but 2 put down e call..anyway,apple still came over 2 find me..juz managed to say bye 2 him as it was damn busy..really had beenquite a long time since we last seem each other..i didn't kept my promise 2 him..sorry..though promise u that will at least meet up with u once a wk or once a forthnight but didn't manage 2 fullfill it..sorry apple..really had been damn busy..
oh no,i haven study 4 my a n p..worse is i got no bio backgrd nn i don even noe wat is talking abt right from e start of e sem..this is e worse time i m goin thru right now..slp in lecture etc..had nv do this b4 in my entire sch life..1st time doin all this.not only once but pratically almost everytime now...really worried 4 my mst..wat shld i do???can any1 help me?? lucly got frds who's willing 2 help me..i hate yr 2!!!!
gonna end here...it's already mornin...i m early..haha..time to slp..
will ask myself to let go from now on....... life without euu....
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