23 June
ya 2dae is juz another dae 4 me..slack, procrastinating..suppose 2 study but always didn’t manage 2 study much..i m so lack of discipline..= x haha…2dae heard from alan that his card got is spoilt..so sad..poor boi..no hp 4 euu le..think he gonna die..his hp is like so precious 2 him..haha..but don worry..u can survive thru it..later in e nitez, alan borrowed hp from me 2 msg.. ya he msg zy..i was like a bit..don noe how 2 describe my feelinq either..anyway still lend him e phone..didn’t expect him 2 reply but he did so he nn alan continued 2 sms.. who noe alan go gave him my e mail nn asked him 2 add me on msn.. dotz.. - _ - “” really didn’t expect myself 2 get in touched with him after all these while..nv ever cross my mind at all..heard from alan that he thought I m still angry with him..haha..so funny..i thought he’s angry with me instead..so all these while, both of us got e mindset that he’s angry with me nn I m angry with me..haha..then after that I went online..saw that he added me..actually was feelinq kinda of nervous..like nv talked 4 sooo long nn now we r back in contact out of a sudden..he came nn chat with me 1st..then we chatted..hmmm,don noe wat 2 chat either..think he feels more comfortable chatting with alan..haha..then after that he went 2 take a 10 min nap nn I went offline after that as alan wanna use com too..ya heard from alan a lot abt him..wat he went thru all these yrs..his family etc..haizz…it really breaks my heart 2 hear all that..wat he had went thru..i didn’t noe it would affect me so much too..suppose 2 do maths revision but after that really cant continue anymore so decide 2 slp as it’s already 4 am..some more tml still meetin my dar dar nn sweetie..ya was lying on bed but couldn’t slp at all..really feel like cryin..really…didn’t expect him 2 go thru sooo much alone..it muz had been tough on him..as a result..i couldn’t slp at all even though like lyinq on e bed 4 soo soo long..then after that I msg my angel??shld I call him that??told him that” I m feelinq upset now..can he cheer me up”haha..ya but didn’t expect him 2 reply me at 4 plus..he juz woke up at then..after that he called me 5 times but I didn’t pick up..i told him don feel like talking now nor I wan him 2 hear my voice in such a state..so we msg instead while alan is still talking 2 him on msn..it’s been a really really long long time that I get sooo upset over some1..even 2 e extend of couldn’t slp..haizz…ya lucky got angel r****..haha..we chatted a lot..though I always called him a kiddie but in fact he’s NOT!!!he always thinks deeper than any other ppl..glad 2 have him when I couldn’t think I could find any1 at that pt of time..THANKS A LOT!!!he even scolded me silly gal 4 worryin e whole nitez..ya true..that was like so silly of me..ya we msg till abt 6 or 6 plus in e morning..then he offered 2 give me a morning call at 930 2 meet dar dar nn sweetie..i msg zy 2 tell him nice chattin with him juz now..alan said since he already initiate 2 add me on msn then I shld be da fang too..he replied fast..ya we msg ..i think I fallen aslp at abt 7 plus..finally..get into my lalala land at last..
24 June
ya kiddie reave called me at 830..haha..very sweet of him 2 give me a morning call but WRONG time my deer..i juz fallen aslp so of cuz I didn’t ans his call..then received a msg from him telling me not 2 go out nn rest at home instead if not I might juz faint on e street..haha…wow…feelinq sooo sooo much better after a slp..really…hmmm…I m back 2 normal once again..*happy* went 2 bathe,doll myself up nn meet dar dar nn sweetie at queenstown..i was early..then was in a daze there alone..staring blankly..i waited 4 them 4 soooo long..dotz..in e end…e guo tie shop nv open 2dae.haiz..sianz..so we proceeded 2 eat at e café at ikea..heard from mrs wong e chicken was really yummy..ya so decide 2 give it a try..heard from sweetie e meatball spag was heavenly too!!!hmmm,but I feel it was juz alrite..don noe whether is it bcuz my taste seems 2 be bland 4 e dae..everythinq juz taste fine 2 me..anyway I felt so bad 2wards Wilson..so sorry..got 2 make ya wait again..sorry..by e time,we reached town was like 3.20pm..hah..so late..then met Wilson outside taka nn it started 2 drizzle..oh no..but nv mind..we continued 2 walk without umbrella..anyway it was like juz drizzling.. we went 2 e flea market..haha..quite disappointed…expect it 2 be big but as a result is really e size of a flea..haha..i didn’t really shop with enthu but can tell sweetie nn dar dar really enjoyed it..of cuz I still look ard with them tooo…sweetie bought a bag nn a bead ring(her fav)..ya always have lots of fun nn laughter when u c e combination of dar dar nn Wilson 2gether..they r like so lame…but I enjoyed their company..~ ^ _ ^ ~ in e end e rain was getting heavier so we went 2 roam abt at cine instead..shop 4 wilson’s bag too but he didn’t c any that he fancy..dar dar bought a skirt at hula nn co..it was like almost 5 so we went 2 kfc 4 dinner..only dar dar nn sweetie ate as they working later..ya 4 e whole dae,we had been msging too..he was like askin me where m I so I told him town..guess wat he replied???”OMG..which part???I told him cine..he said he’s in cine too..i was like..plsss..don let me bump onto him…nonono..plss….he said he looked ard nn didn’t saw me..lucky..i didn’t reply him after that as was busy asking will 2 teach me maths..ya replied him after we r out of cine..was sooo worried that will see him but lucky I didn’t..then we took 190 2 clarke quay..sent my dar dar nn sweetie 2 work..haha..i m sooo sweet..haha..upon reaching Clarke quay,brinq will 2 c e “go fly kite club” thingy but no1 was even there yet..sobz..too bad..then we decided 2 walk 2 bugis instead..i don noe e way but will said he noe it..so fine..let’s walk then..in e end we reached raffles city so he said wanna try his luck..2 c is there any bag that he likes..u sure cant imagine this!!instead of shoppinq 4 his bag,he went 2 buy b*x** instead..my god..was like damn embarrassed..haha..damn funny..dotz - _ - “”” then he walked 2 bugis 2 find his bag…was like pretty tired le..only slept 4 2 hrs..he was like still very concerned abt me..askin me 2 go hm early rest..then muz take care etc..hmm..ya..juz didn’t expect we will sms each other again..life is truly unpredictable..will got e nike bag that we saw that time..we went 2 get a top 4 his bear’s bdae too..it was like 9 plus le..we still go Chinatown 2 get e da dong da bao 4 my mummy as she had a sudden cravin 4 it..then met alan at bb 2 go home 2gether..anyway we went 2 eat b4 headin back hm as I didn’t had anything 4 dinner..my daddy thought that we r together..i was like if cuz no..he don believe me..he said he had pass thru this path too..then was back 2 doin maths again..zy msg me at 12 plus..his msg was”u aslp”..ya I replied not yet..y??then he said juz checkin..y not slping??don tell me u r studying again..haha..finally reply from him..checking???haha..ya he like treatin nn talking 2 a little gal..telling me 2 take care if not my body cant take it..be good gal nn slp early etc..we msg till 2 plus till I fallen aslp..was pretty disappointed with his life now..i noe that he don wan it..but juzz fell that it doesn’t suits him at all..haiz..2dae had a long long long dae…back to my lala land..
25 June
ya juz realized 1 4got 2 reply him..so reply him nn juz got 2 noe that he juz reached hm..hmmm,then we msg 4 a while nn he nv reply le..perhaps he’s busy or wat…nv mind..as ling as he’s fine can le..ya went 2 work after that…felix was sick so didn’t make it 2 work..uncle dan was damn funny..kept thinkig that felix feign fever nn lied 2 him..haha..was hopin that he would reply me but he still didn’t..ya so be it then..i wont msg him too..haha..then after work,went home..then back 2 maths again…ya was msging kiddie tooo..he damn crappy..give me don noe wat kind of theorem..then I still believed him…who noe…
26 June
he said he anyhow said de nn don noe wat he’s talking too..dotz..- _ -“”really kiddie..he damn funny..asked me pei him go town c clothes..i was like…can u pls don ask meput durin exam period,shld motivate me 2 study instead..haha..he was right 2 sayy that staying at hm doesn’t mean u will study..true..i agree..juz like me..procrastinating..haha..
in e end he went town 2 get a rugby ball only..haha..funny..ya I practice maths till 2 plus then was uploadin my pic on frdster..then enter my lala land..
27 June
wow..was maths paper 2dae..scared..meet li hua at 2.15 2 ask her some qns..now u finally understand le..lucky got ask her if not even till now I still don get it nn wont really noe how 2 do e maths paper 2dae..my frds feel that is easy..to me,is juz alrite..think will get a few qn wrong esp e partial fraction 1..regret not looking at e qn if not I will noe how 2 do le..sobz..nv mind..anyway finally 1 paper is down..tml gonna be a killer paper..a n p..suree die but hopefully not a horrible death..till now,I m still bloggin..think 2nitez really don have 2 slp le..can meet lulu 4 breakfast at 4 at mac..haha..alrite..got 2 study le..
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