Thursday, July 13, 2006
Is juz another dae 4 me..but really had a serious chat with jx 2dae durinq BI lecture..we were talking lots.. it makes me ponder over it as well.. haizz…really thanks a lot dearie..i noe euu care lots..muackz..if euu got pro also can find me yea??I will be there 4 euu..I feel that I really don understand myself anymore..don noe wat I wan..sometimes I jzu feel soo toopid..everytime go friendster then will c did his last login etc..he didn’t rely me since then..neither do I c him on msn as well..haizz..alan alan… I really wonder..did u make a right choice by gettinq his no nn allow us 2 be back in contact again..seriously I have nv think that we will ever c each other or even get back in contact..euu r e 1 that makes it happen.. shld I be happy abt it?? Yes nn no..mixed feelinqs..perhaps gettinq back in contact noeing that he’s doin great, I might still be happy..but he’s obviously not..seeing him again really stirred up my heart nn feelinq..kiddie is feelinq sad 2dae again..some how I really feel he’s pretty complex or rather complicated in terms of thinkinq..then I cant help him much too..feelinq kinda of bad..sorry abt it..ya recently had been very close with manda as well.haha..had a chat with daddy as well..he said he’s will juz be like before,cover all my expenses if I choose not 2 work..but it gonna be damn stressful 4 my mummy nn daddy..though I might not be earninq big bucks,but it sort of lessen their burden..i think I will continue 2 work unless I cant cope with my studies anymore..tml got 2 work..haizz.sianz..no dar dar..no will..some more got reservation..makes me even more sianz..don noe y now seems 2 have no motivation 2 go work..but anyway still got 2 go..cant ps then..u cant have everythinq that u wan 2 happen in live so think I gonna juz bear with it nn go work..thanks 2 will!!!he nv tell me got reservation..if noe,I sure wont put de..haha..evil me..i had been sleepinq every late nowadays..haizz…tml got rwp test..is 30%..every1 pls wishes me good luck…off 2 bed..night..*Shirley enters her world of lollipops*
Once again, euu presence has affected my mood, my heart nn thoughts
When can I ever clear u off my memories completely??
But I noe euu gonna have a place in heart even when I clear euu from my memories…
Sounds ironic isn’t it??
I didn’t noe one could take soo long to forget someone..
11:40 AM
ABOUT ME
ABOUT HER.
shirley//*
20++//*
14 apr//*
cheerful//*
optimistic//*
proud to be mummy nn daddy's gal ^ ^ V//*
she loves to laugh more than she frowns//*
HER LOVES.
family//*
dbe peeps//*
FMC//*
Sotong family//*
him//*
lollipop//*
adidas//*
me to u bear//*
GUESS//*
Tiffancy & Co bracelet//*
DESIRES
HER WISHES.
MORE CASH//*
NUM bag//*
learn piano//*
get into uni//*
MORE clothes//*
MORE shoes//*
MORE Dresses//*
GUESS watch//*
STAGE cap//*
Polaroid camera//*
Pale grey skinny jean//*
Gucci perfume//*
NUM Black Slim Havanian//*
Escada Pacific Paradise perfume//*
LOTS of happiness//*
get my driving license//*
may all my wishes come true =))//*
RANTS
IN MY MIND
DBE`o5
ALAN
ALEXIA
ALVIN
ADELINE
AFIQ
AMANDA
CINDY
CHIN LIAT
EE LIN
ERVIN
FRED
IVY
JENNY
JING XIAN
JO JO
KAI JUN
LAW
LI JUAN
LI HUA
LUO JIA JUN
MARZUK
MADE WITH LOVE
MERYL
MICHELLE
MONKEY OH
PAULA
PETER
QING YU
SHOW
SHOW FORUM
SHU JIA
SERENE
SHU FEN
SHERYL
SISTA
SOTONG
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WEN QIAN
WILL
XUE QING
YAN FANG
YUN LIN
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ALAN
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