Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
a dae out with him..= ) lucky got alan nn his frd ard too..if not I don noe how 2 survive there..haha..sounds as if I takinq part in some survivor game..nah I m not..juz don noe wat 2 chat abt only..last nitez was still havinq emotional struqqle reqardinq shld I still meet him 2dae..no ans 2 my qn thouqh..haha..lousy tweet..then he sms me while I was workinq 2 ask whetherm I still goinq cuz I told him I might not be able 2 make it due 2 my aunt there all cominq..anyway he called me..i didn’t ans..that’s me..don have e habit of pickinq up calls anyway..so euu guys noe it,call me more than ONCE..haha..initially was uppose 2 wake up at 9 but lai chuang till 10..haha..then I replied his sms..tellinq him that we can meet another dae..asked him go do his stuff 1st..he thought I was mad nn angry with him..obviously I m not..but in e end,still meet up..dotz..alan went too..haha..waited 4 him at bukit batok platform..we were sittinq there waitinq 4 him..i called ivy back 2 discuss abt e cca drive..was kinda of nervous??suppose so..in e end,I called her..haha..i was damn lu..told her I m nervous lo..then to my surprised,he came nn I don even noe.haha..*blurr* I cont chattinq with her..then alan stared at me..haha..this means I not suppose 2 chat on phone le..haha..but really BIG THANKS to her..i nv mention ur name too..but every seem 2 noe who is it le..haha..i do toopid actions..like grabbinq hold of alan etc..in e end we went town..haha..cuz really got no place in mind 2 think of where 2 go..so I juz anyhow said it,u took it seriously..haha..on e way there,I was damn quiet..don noe wat 2 sayy at all..he tried 2 talk..his frd was funny..haha..can join my sotonq family le..haha..but afterall,e dae was not bad..juz need some warmin up 2 get used 2 them..later in e dae,we tend 2 chat more..but he kept smiling nn laughin..i kept smiling too cuz I was nervous..haha..kinda of toopid..we went 2 watch devil wearin prada..wanna watched pulse instead de but daddy rushinq me home..*sadden* so settle 4 their movie instead..he offered 2 pay..plsss..no thanks..i qave him back e money..he refused 2 take it..but I insist..is not like very cheap..$9.50.. then went 2 pasta mania..they damn shui bian..said I can go whenever I wan to qo..they will be fine with it..wow..stress me..haha..regardless of wat movie 2 watch,go where,eat wat,all decisions come from me..poor me..haha..i ate creamy chicken cuz my frds includinq alan feel that is yummy..so I decide 2 qive it a try..haha..it tastes bland..no mmore appetite 2 continue eatinq..i juz ate a few mouthful of it only..he saw it..then he offered 2 get me another pasta.i rejected..but thanks 4 everythinq ok?was kinda of full anyway..some more later goinq eat dinner soon too..while eatinq,we kinda of chat..he asked me whether is it my parents bu fang xin ba wo jiao gei ta,that’s y get alan 2 come alonq also..haha..funny qn asked by him..of cuz I said no..haha..we part after movie cuz got 2 rush hm..kinda of piss cuz daddy nn mummy kept rushinq..i was watchinq movie halfway,they already start callinq nn askinq..e movie was not bad??perhaps I don find it damn nice cuz I wanna watch pulse instead..this was e 1st movie we watched 2gether..
anyway I did sth lu..got him a bdae present but didn’t give it 2 him..it’s still with me right now..haha..toopid rite??but that’s me..nv mind..not impt also..at most give alan..haha..thanks 4 e dae..though we didn’t chat much cuz I had been quite all e time but I noe u r tryinq hard 2 find topic 2 talk abt..hipe I didn’t disappoint euu much 2dae..oh ya..i saw lots of ppl 2dae..while eatinq at pasta mania, then his frd felix/ Philip said there is this guy who walk till very cute cuz keep shakin e butt..hah..i thought is a gal from e back cuz quite lonq hair..then I realized is my sec sch frd..from band de..haha..i smile at him..then we were so lame there..is frd evry funny de..always said “anythinq,huh” etc etc..haha..then saw others too includinq zhao xiu as well..haha..he asked me abt my pme grade..dotzzzz..that’s all folks!!!!!
thanks alan 4 goinq..i noe euu r damn unwillinq but euuu still wnt with mii..thanks..
i m qlad that we r still frds..
thanks 4 beinq so sweett..
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