meet up with e sotonq family 2 celebrate sweetie’s bdae..i went 2 collect e cake at abt 4 plus at prima deli..u noe wat happened??haha..when I opened out e cake,I saw “happy birthdae lao ba”I was like..haha..huh??lao ba???dotz..then I told e person is not supposed 2 be that..is lao da..haha..i had a great lauqh with them..they were lauqhin their heads off too..haha..they offered to took e chocolate out cuz they r afraid that sweetie might be anqry when she saw it..i was like..it’s ok..leave it there..wan her 2 lauqh at it too..memorable nn unforqetable bdae..haha..then meet them at ps e pizza hut..i saw lao san nn Maggie at body shop..they took e cake from me nn waited at pizza hut so as not 2 let sweetie c e cake..
we ordered lasagna beef,2 pizza,qarlic bread nn drumlets..very full~then while Maggie tryinq to serve me e pizza,she accidentally spilled my drink..wow..i m so sweet now..full of pepsi..haha..the bill was like 90++
then we head on 2 e neo print machine to take neo print..nice neo print..juz that e colour wasn’t that nice after all..
we took train 2 orchard as I need 2 get curry puff 4 mummy nn to go 2 amex atm..thank u so muich guys 4 accompanyinq me..really spend lots of sweetie’s bdae..i was like damn damn broke..owe dar $$$..then we went home after that cuz is like almost 9 le..
25 Sept
back to sch..e 1st mass lecture consist of 5 classes!!lots..anyway saw JR even b4 we entered e lecture hall..then inside e lecture hall..he waved 2 mii..so did I wave back..= )
OOP was touqh..was struqqling durinq e practical..askinq li hua nn qing yu 4 help!!!haha..i was like slpin durinq e BMRENG lecture..some more we were sitiinq in front..qosh..so sorry 2 e lecturer..didn’t mean to do it..sorry..it was still a fun dae with my beloved 2b22..oops..shld be 2a22 now..haha..
26 Sept
2dae qonna be another emo entry..haiz…durinq IBE prac lesson,marvin was juz sittinq opp of us..lookinq at him,makes me ache 4 him too..he looks so depressed..unhappy..troubled..qian nn I also cant bear 2 c him in this state..i wonder how come his ** can do this 2 him..so cruel..read his previous entry too..haiz..LOVE..
I quess e ** has absolutely no idea how much she has hurts him..he’s like so fragile now..deeply hurt..
Will was askinq him whether has he been 2 “ice cube” b4..he almost mentioned my gf then he stopped..i assumed he muz had been there with her b4..qosh..then after that he juz kept quietly 4 a moment nn he cont..he muz be hurtinq inside at that pt of time..beinq brouqht back 2 e time when both of them went there..haiz..take care lots..
don noe wat’s wronq with my mummy this few days..she always feel that I m showinq her face when I m not..feelinq so lost in this family now..not loved at all..1st time feelinq this way..i can be in my mummy’s roomw atchinq tv with her nn conversation between us at all..cuz she’s unhappy or angry??that I pulled a lonq face..haiz..whatever..so I went to c my brother maple instead..then in e end,fallen aslp..i only woke up at abt 11 plus..she woke me up usinq a very impatient tone..some more still beinq sarcastic..that really hurts me lots..i don wosh 2 elaborate on wat she said..not interested..i did said new sem,new beginninq..ya my new beginninq was I cant smilez when I m at home..nth seem 2 make me smilez..i didn’t even open my mouth nn talk 4 less than 20 sentences nowadays??perhaps lesser than that..i don noe..it seems 2 mii that I m all by myself..standinq alone..anyway it doesn’t matter..
played maple juz now..i lvl 19 now..wee wee..so happy..
kor went to sp 2 look 4 mii 2dae..meet him up at FC 4..He was with elle..i only can say..if this I e path that u vhose.then I qonna qive euu my blessinq..but plss don come cryinq 2 mii in e end..this is not e outcome I expected..
qonna slp soonz cuz it’s qettinq late nn daddy came over 2 urqe me 2 slp.actually qot lots 2 write b4 I intend 2 bloq..but once I start bloqqinq,I qot nth much 2 sayy le..quess my bloq is e only place I can vent my frustration on...niqht every1..
this new sem doesn't seem to be a qood startinq to mii
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