my mood was damn lousy 2dae..totally destroyed!!!initially was fine then after that..haiz..don wish 2 brinq it up aqain..juz lousy..wanna ask mummy whether can I go kor’s house 2nitez together with e rest..then in e end,daddy make it sound like I m stayinq overnight at a guy’s house..of cuz mummy don allow..i m kinda of angry with him 4 puttinq it in such a manner..then he asked me try askinq again..wat’s e point??when he already like inculcate e mindset in my mummy that I stayin over at a guy’s house..dotz..next is my mummy asked me when m I working next wk..i told her everydae except 2,6 nn 7..she asked yy..so I told her I goinq 2 zoo 2 celebrate peter’s bdae on tue then sat out with him nn sun off..then she said I shld try 2 work more durinq holi nn go out lesser so that I can save more money..wat she said makes sense too..that time I already told her I going out with him this sat..daddy nn mummy were shocked 2 hear that..then they started sayin some stuffs..they think too much..but in all,my mummy don allow me 2 go out with him alone..dotz..i mean she noe him too..she used 2 like him so much nn now she’s like banning me from seein him??this makes me more piss..so end of our conversation..i didn’t even ate anything 4 e whole dae..no mood 2 eat at all..so I juz set off 2 work after grabbin some biscuit..feelin kinda of down..then some1 2night I cant join them 2 go kor’s house..haizzz..upon reaching amalfi,4 heaven sake!!!!!my mood totally fallen 2 e bottomless pit..2dae juz not my dae!!!!!..wat a dae 4 me..chandra was down there complainin..sayin not enough ppl work on wkend then said muz work if not there euu go,byee…dotz…he always like that de..then he told anna he asked li juan no need 2 come anymore cuz she only put 1 dae 4 schedule..then she cried..then I m struggling to put sat or sun..haiz..hard decision 2 make..if I put sun,I cant go out with e sotonq family which dar had been very unhappy abt..i m pissed too..that time quarrel with dar nn sweetie cuz they feel I don have enough time 4 them..so I don noe when 2 put..sat goin out with him..already like confirm with him le..then if I choose 2 go with him nn not dar there all,they might said me “zhong se qing you”..haiz..sianz..then dar said she’s irritated..of cuz with me cuz I told her I might not be able 2 make it on sun..she unhappy again..don noe y cant she be more uinderstandin 2wards me??they can juz go without me..that time bcuz I wanna go out with her,my parents damn unhappy with me..she don even noe abt it..only will say me nv spend time with her nn spend time with my other frds instead..but in e end,e pro was solved cuz dar told chandra 2 let me work in e morning..kor noe that I wasn’t in a good mood then he asked me 2 smilez..haha..thanks kor..^ _ ^ dar thought that I m angry..i also don noe y she said that.no idea..2dae I was standin at e menu stand..wow..not too bad..i managed 2 catch quite a no of customers in..haha..feel a sense of satisfaction..then was working outside with eric,teck meng,snow,anna nn chandra..eric nn teck meng very funny de..they also damn helpful nn hardworking too..oh ya..later my mood turns 4 e better..i m alrite again..smiling again..table 12 that 2 guys damn handsome..u might think they r ang moh..nono,,they r pure Chinese..haha..ard my age I suppose..anyway is teenagers..haha…li juan nn me,we like crazy..haha..but my mood was better..of cuz not bcuz I saw those 2 guys..dotz..i not so hua chi..but 2dae think 2 eric nn teck meng,I appeared 2 be 1..haha..e gy in white is called wei jie..li juan was crazy over him..he smiled at me!!!!!!!!!haha..li juan is jealous..= x don be..at least u noe e name of both..haha..i feel sometimes I tooo ren xin..2dae I was in a lousy mood then I don feel like goin anywhere at all..juz feel like staying at home..at 1st wanna tell him I cant make it on sat le..ya that’s kinda of bad of me..but that’s me!!!!!!don really feel like talking when I m feelin down or go anywhere..juz feel like stayin at home..ya kor made 4 me fusili..thanks a lot kor..he even add xtra ingredient such as egg,cheese hot dog etc..thanks kor..that was my 1st meal of e dae..i appreciate that..^ _ ^ kor was disappointed that I cant make it 2night..he even promise that he wld make tiramisu cake 4 me..but in e end,I cant ake it so he said he not goin 2 make anymore..he owe me once..tml is his last dae le..lucky I got work tml..haha..then dar working as well..it was fun being with them like shang jing,kor,Andrew nn dar..they r a bunch of funny ppl..very humourous de..haha..later goin expo food fair with bao bei er..i simply love it!!!!!!!so excited..remember that time went with mummy once..anyway I got a funny dream last nitez..i dreamt that I 2 time!!!!!gosh..nn both e guys r..haha..cant said de..= x
sat is comin..i m still struggling whether shld I go..planning 2 get a skirt 2 go with e roxy top..then gonna wear that out..thinking whether shld I o go trim my hair too cuz too long le tehn looks simply so un tidy now..but scared e hair dresser helped me anyhow cut..i simply hate cutting hair..haha..so u seldom c me go cut hair unless there is a need to..if not I wont..haha..think I wld most prob go..juz like meetin a long time frd..everything gonna be fine..no worries..smilez Shirley..
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