Saturday, November 25, 2006
25 Nov
past few days had really really been a long day..but lucky i m still back to e optimistic nn sunshine shirley,juz 1 day of sadness nn i will recover..haha..so i m fine now..^ _ ^ not so troubled anymore..u also noe it's not easy listening 2 ur pro..cuz i noe u needed some1 to talk to..but when i noe all this,who can i talk to??no one except e wall!!!!!!haha..so this is all e pains nn troubles u inflict in me!!!!!!!u muz buy me a really really big LOLLIPOP 4 compensation..who ask u is my buddy..shld have juz cast u aside..haha..btu i wont do that cuz i m a super nice gal..
= x i juz don like e way c accuse u of sth u nv do nn yet u kept quiet..blah blah blah..
initially was damn sad..i cant even write abt it in my blog..sob sob..but thanks 4 ur encouragement..those few sentences of urs help a lot..thanks..though on thurs i miss out lots of fun in class such as kian nn will acting as vic nn clair,nn e cliche sending vic nn clair tot heir bike etc..i missed out all this!!!!!!i saw it all this fr jx's blog..but at least i noe e truth from u bud.nn lots more too..how dare u lie 2 me!!!!!!!but don noe y,though u said u lied 2 me,i wasn't angry at all..to think i really trust u when u told me when i saw ya that time..nvm..gosh…n yet u betray my trust in u..i shall 4give u since u said e truth le..i don wan be ur buddy le..so difficult to be ur buddy..haha..don ever think i wont forsake u..i will.. ~ ^ _ ^ ~
wentto do mct after sch yest..gosh..it was really damn horrible..still cldn't get it work after so many try..it’s been hard on u qian..trying every possible methods..while loop,if etc etc..a special thanks 4 u..i m sorry as well cuz I didn’t really help much nn I noe I don look good..like pulling a long face..sorry..i noe u r tired too..
reached home at abt 4 plus..totally shag..so quickly went 4 a quick bathe..then gobble up my dinner..off 2 work..a can of Nescafe does helps a lot 2 peck u up..haha
yest really got no mood 2 work..no chandra then I c her face..feel like quitting..haiz..but I got 2 think..i register 4 driving le..then muz go 4 lesson etc..seriously I wont wan my daddy 2 pay 4 everything..some more I m too used 2 having a income..no working anymore is like cutting down on my entertainment,clothes etc etc..it does makes a big difference..so shall cont on unless it reaches till a pt where I cant stand her anymore..i make sure I tell chandra she’s a such a horrible supervisor then I shall leave!!!!is I sack u..haha..that time I don wanna stay on in e perfume shop,one e reasons was I don like wan ting..then told mohmmad abt it..he asked me don care her etc..i shld have realized I cant choose those that I wan 2 work with even when we work in e society next time..u wont be so lucky to be with nice nn kind ppl all e time..so guess..i got 2 learn right fr now at amalfi!!!!!work 4 e sake of $$$..i shall treat her as transparent..some more sweetie might be comin amalfi 2 work..if she comes,e more I wont wan 2 leave..i miss working with her..dar might be transferring to grill too..
last nitez,told mummy that anna asked me to tuck in my shirt..haha..of cuz I wan’t very happy abt it..usually ii juz fold in de nn even she asked me I will like ya ya ya but still fold in..haha..i very bad lo..nv listen..not as if I tuck out..at least I fold..then yest she wants me to tuck in..i wasn’t very very happy abt it..really don like it..though might be small matter nn I making a big fuss over it..mummy told be to quit if I m not happy working there..she said can find other jobs or transfer e grill with dar....of cuz I got my worries as well abt quitting this job.. hmmm..meanwhile cont working ba..seriously grill is a much better place 12 work than amalfi..juz like e feeling of a family..i only been there 4 30 min nn I feel this..ppl there r damn super nice de...help 1 another etc..though e manager looks damn stern,but he’s a nice manager..
feel like putting pw 2 my blog then I really can blog everything here..not that everything that I blog here is fake but juz that there r certain things that I choose not to blog it down..
perhaps I wont go 4 ur dance concert since no1 is goin with me..so rather go work then earn e day’s pay nn get ya ur present since I still owe u..
got 2 call e 2nd intake ppl now..hope they r awake by now..then bathe.eat..some times feel it’s kinda of no life..cuz like during wkdays u study study study then comes 2 wkend,u work work..but I think I still have my source nn enjoyment with my class too..off I go..bye nn great day every1!!!!!!
Thanks toopid boyy nn bao bei bear 4 helping me in e bmr..i shall do it 2 night when I m back home..