i felt so bad nn sorry towards daddy nn mummy..sorry..didnt mean to give up on miip but nth gets into my head..instead of memorizing in,i got headache etc..gosh..how come nth get into my head at all????arggggg..
12:56 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
e gal so cute..i jus add e wordin to it..e font seems to blend so well with e pic..*proud of myself*
hey peeps,plsss do vote for my frd clair aw at CLICK HERE
thank u so much!!! found this 2 pics on photobucket while searching for SHOW'S pics..
this sounds so sad..muz be e person really hurt..
in contrast,this looks really sweeet..
off to slp..i m neither studyin nor resting..juz starin at com,playin pokemon,gem fighter..i juz need a rest..gonna become a panda soon..
4:35 AM
oh man..another disappointment..in times of panic,i changed e correct formula to use e wrong 1..serve myself right..juz feelin so down cuz of e toopid EMI paper..haizzzz..1 more paper to go..
went to bugis with bear..bought my skinny black jean..happy with it..slack e whole day but didnt catch any slp yet..
pack up the stuff left in my heart here r e keys, u can keep in for me in case u left something..
the some1 who wrote this,i m sure u know who U R!!!whaha..its really very nice...4 simple sentences with hidden meanings behind..
i missin u little by little as times goes by so i wont be missin u too badly till e next time we meet again...
BMD PAPER IS HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!argggg..it jus hit me so hard that i really need time to get over it man...muz buck up nn study for emi..ya buck up means camp in front of com nn watch tv..dotz.hope tml paper gonna be better than BMD..plssss don break my heart again..whaha..i cant take another blow..
this is fr bear..so sweet of her to get me this..thank u bear!!!
pure chocolate from coffee bean..its juz too sweet but it was wat i had been cravin for..whaha
p.s sorry that i cant go out with u..
7:12 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
at least i managed to study a bit after back fr dinner..=))i love HUAN HUAN AI and SHOW!!!!!!! good luck every1 for mst!!!
e envelop..
THANK U card given by princess..
e content..
this is wat i wrote to resist temptation fr using com..whaha..
when i walked back into my room,i saw alan put my piglet on top of e shelve!!!!!
12:42 PM
changed to new blogskin again...thanks to alan..it's his creation..i love this blogskin lots!!!!!!juz finished watching why why love...so nice!!!!!!i m hooked on to it..cant wait for epi 4 to be out!!!!guys muz really go watch it man..
had a scary nightmare that day..it juz made my heart sink when i woke up fr e dream..surprisingly,i still remembered e dream vividly..its kinda of a funny dream???it seems like its e 1st time i dreamt of it but on contrast it seems so familiar..or e dream tryin to warn me sth going to happen to him???hopefully not..pls pls pls..
finally,SHOW is coming to SG!!!!!!!!!!i will definitely save up by all means just to go for his concert..his concert in shanghai is definitely a success!!!!!!!!!so suave!!!!!!!!i simply goin crazy over him..whaha =)) counting to e days that he's comin to sg..woo hoo hoo...i watched yu le twice...its was kinda of sad when i watched till e part he said li liang nn cried..sob sob..
managed to mug a bit 2dae but i slack more tha i mug..suppose to meet monkey n SJ..due to my blurness nn wrong of interpretation while slpin,i thought monkey also agree that we shld meet other days..so i told SJ that 2dae dinner was cancelled..so i sms rachel to cfm with her again nn guess what???she brought my present out...so sorry to u rachel angel!!!!!!!!!so sorry...its my fault..but meet other day also good as we can play longer..whaha..SJ said that i need a bf to subdue me as i m naughty..dotz.
to SJ: i don need to find a bf to subdue me ok??=pp
to angel: so sorry abt wat happened today..SORRY!!!!!!
i seem to lost myself from the start of the holidays..losing myself..gosh..wonder what's happening to me??can some kind soul plssss bring me back???a gal who's lost in her own world or in e jungle..u decide..juz simply feel so lost..aimlessly..this is juz such a random post..
its feels so great to c pete nn zx in sch 2dae!!!!!!!of cuz FMC esp scandal,qian nn jx...scandal is super funny 2dae!!!!!!
felt better after 2 hr of nap..
to qian: don lost with me ok???find ur way back..whaha..
hoping to find myself back once again...
12:39 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
had kfc for dinner juz now...was really full as i juz had a bowl of soup..i idint wan to eat at all..but daddy was tellin alan n i that if u not gonna eat donner,u 2 cant go out..whaha..e 2 person that is so persistent not to eat their dinner,once they hear this,they immediately got up nn order e food..whaha..guess daddy nn mummy really have no choice but to resort to this..come to think of it,it really shows that we 2 r so kiddie that daddy nn mummy got to use this method to trick us eat dinner..whaha..i love them lots!!!!!!
SJ sms me to tell me his schedule for this wk as he wan asked me out..its so damn funny..he sounds as if he's so nice by sayin he can acc me till night if i m free..its so rare that he's so nice!!!!!!!!whaha..actually he had always been nice..whaha..but i m grateful..at least he made an effort to meet up with me once in a blue moon..he even sarcastic by sayin "thanks for spacing your time for me miss busy"oh man..he's a BADDIE!!!!!!rachel joining us too..so i shall go out with them this wk to relax..
i m giving up on my fyp now...so tired of it...staying up till 6 plus 7 for e past few days to do it nn yet no progress at all!!!!!!worst,i have not start studying yet..gosh..things doesnt seems to work well for me..hmmm..but that doesnt mean i m defeated!!!!!!!=))
thanks to those who's so concerned abt me..BIG THANKS to all of u..zh even sms me after he offline to ask me slp early..SPECIAL THANKS TO RACHEL for e pic..i know u wan to help me de-stress nn it really helps!!!!!!!thanks for being such a sweet frd..u realy made an effort to make me smilez..no worries ok..i m e sunshine shirley..forever smiling de..whaha..as i promised u,i gonna slp by 4.30am after finished typing this entry..remember to pass me my present hor!!!!whaha..*shy*
going sch later..hope i m still alive..whaha..all i wan to do now is just to lie on my bed nn rest..night all..
so glad to know that u have found ur happiness..
4:37 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
alan made a blogskin which i think it looks great!!!!!!but he doesnt wan to give it to me..in e end,i still got it!!!!!he's soft hearted too...thanks alan!!!!!!!guess i gonna change to e blogskin soon whatever i got e time..slpt at 7 am this morning..then took a nap juz now in e noon..had been slpin really late nowadays..=(( poor shirley..
its a brand new wk again..symbolize a new beginning nn a brand new start too..run run run..move on with life nn catch up!!!!!thanks jx for e song..its nice indeed..monkey is damn super cute!!had a great chat with her...
to qian: qian next time we shall slp early then wont be onnly e 2 of us again in e middle of e night nn we start doin toopid stuff,minds wonder abt..whaha..
morning every1..goin to lala land..night all..
5:04 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
my life is such a mess!!!!!!!!!so miss shirley plss clear it up nn don procastinate!!!!!!!!i gonna be a fortress..dotz..
your happiness is my main concern.. ^ ^ V
5:43 AM
dearie alan is havin mood swing or i wld say in a bad mood???he juz simply kept quiet for e whole day..daddy nn mummy thought he's out of love..whaha..i had no idea wat happened to him too..but keepin quiet nn not chattin reminds of that time when i kept quiet at work nn he kept telling me lots of reasons that i shla open my mouth nn talk..cant helped but laugh at him cuz it's all lame reasons..
went over to jennifer's place for pizza as i suggested..my stomach gonna explode after e meal..saw guang yi there..was surprised to c him there..i still owe him e vampire vcd!!!!!!e moment he saw me,he asked for it!!!!!!whaha..so sorry man..didnt managed to watch finished mean gals as we goin out for dinner..i had watched it before but it's nice to watch it again..watced it with alan fr u tube juz now..
took a cab hm fr holland juz now..that driver drove all e way fr bt timah to batok..toopid..then on e way,an accident occured nn it juz jam there..as a result, e taxi fee from holland to batok was 14 bucks..whaha..thats really lots!!!!!!!he can juz go fr dover..gosh..another day wasted..can some1 plsss motivate me to study???i lackin of that..it's already e last yr nn yet i doin all this..reflect reflect..
he's happy,i happy,everyone's happy..=))
4:34 AM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Title: Never Meant To Be By: Samantha Mumba
I remember when I still believed the things you said Never would have thought that this would come to an end How was I to know that you had Another Someone Else
I recall the days I loved you in a million ways Suddenly You and me From friends to History I realised that my trust ain't coming back no more
Cos My Love For You Will Always Last Eternally Now I'm In My Heart I loved you from the start Baby it's Hard To Believe That You and I were never meant to be
Does anybody know this feeling of despair When you really love someone When You really care it's hard to walk away When I really wanna stay with you Does anybody know it tears you up inside When you tried to decide Between what's wrong and right Gotta know for sure That my love aint coming back no more
Cos My Love For You Will Always Last Eternally Now I'm In My Heart I loved you from the start Baby it's Hard To Believe That You and I were never meant to be
Ohhhh Oh
Cos My Love For You Will Always Last Eternally Now I'm In My Heart I loved you from the start Baby it's Hard To Believe That You and I were never meant to be
Yeh Yeh Yeh That You and I were never meant to be Yeh Yeh Yeh That You and I were never meant to be
4:49 AM
finally finished watching jin soon..its so damn sad when 2 person deeply in love have to part due to e cruel reality..it juz made one's heart sink..really saddening..but i still like e ending..fr e show,can c e power of love..ppl do change cuz of love..definitely change for e better one..whaha..i was still thinkin quickly watched finished,only then i can concentrate fully on my fyp..i was wrong..i felt so lost after finished watchin..juz like nth to look forward to..even online,either stare blankly or side track..i nv do fyp 2dae!!!!!!gosh..nv study too..
i changes my blogskin..after lookin at so so many,finally come across 1 that i like..=)) e pro is i cant c e new changes no matter how i refresh..it still struck at e lollipop blogskin..sob sob..cant view it..
SPECIAL THANKS TO ALAN that i got donut to eat..whaha..he queued for 4 hr plus..fr 10 plus to 3 plus..whaha..let him experience wat i went thru..tml muz really do fyp nn study le..muz muz muz..
got to know a song named never meant to be fr monkey's blog..its really damn sad but nice too..juz e title itself is sad enough...oh plss..plss dno have e mindset that i m emo-ing..juz listenin to nice song..=))
its been a long long time since i last blog..abt ten over days??damn stress over fyp..lackin of slp..slpt less than 5 hrs a day..i can be wonder woman le..watchin jin soon also..its really nice!!!!!!!!got so much to blog but i cant blog for e past few days..here i m now bloggin with nth on my mind at all..
12 june
mummy was sick..so i didnt go nus with bear nn qy..stayed at hm to take care of her..went out in e noon with mummy nn alan..we went to bugis to shop for my white short..saw 1 which i like but intend to walk ard 1st..in e end,i bought a cardigan nn a top fr topshop..didnt get my white short..dotz..i bought GUESS wallet too!!!!!!!!consider 4 really a long long time b4 i decide to get e GUESS purse..its e purse that alan wanna to get 4 my bdae initially but i told him not to cuz i feel its ugly..dotz..some more i not into GUESS too..then alan kept temptin me to buy as it was havin sale too..20% discount..so i got it at 52.70..heart pain..but alan nn mummy each spon 10 bucks..whaha..1st GUESS item in my life..whaha..alan spend ant 135 at topman nn mummy paid for it!!!!!!!!he extorted mummy's money..whaha..abt 8 plus, we walked to raffles city..sudden cravin for donut again!!!!!had some beverages at tcc then went off to meet daddy..it was a really tiring day but fun!!!!!!!!BROKE too..
GUESS box..
i simply love it!!!!!!!
purse in e box..
i love my shade..whaha
us!!!
love of my life is none other than them nn daddy!!!!!!
9 june..
it was mentoring step down ceremony..lucky it was fun nn e atmosphere wasnt that sad if not i m sure qian gonna cry..=xx rushed off at 4 to ps to go for interview..met up with qiao jua,jenny,jun nn li juan..feel so weird initially as jun was late..didnt c them for too long so nth much to chat abt too..only chat with li juan..e boss was pretty nice nn she looks gorgeous..i m so glad that its over..so i don have to c them..went to meet my fmc at new york new york for dinner..had a walk at clarke quay after dinner..sitting down by e river side..it was indeed a beautiful sight..saw amalfi fr e opp..kinda of miss e ppl there..guess some of them muz be emo-ing while sitting by e river side..i knew it ok..whaha.
so sad that i got to leave early..actually i felt so bad..mummy told me she's feelin unwell but i went ahead to have dinner with fmc..i was kinda of sad when i was asked to go hm at abt 8 plus..totally forgot that she was sick nn alone at hm..went to clinic to find mummy and daddy nn went back hm with them..so sorry mummy..
If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind If only you could heal my heart just one more time Even when I close my eyes There's an image of your face And once again I come I'll realise You're a loss I can't replace
11:41 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i m so so damn happy...hooray!!!!!!!!!tml no need to meet yk..cuz we cancelled e session..if not every wed i wld be damn stress up..phew..this wed i m relaxed..whaha...finally today zh passed me e present..whaha..i still get to choose..in e end,i choose manda's family member,moko!!!!!!!!!manda,c i so nice..thanks zh 4 e moko ctuie soft toy..
had emi prac test yest..it was totally horrible!!!!!!!!i cldnt do it at all..really sadden my day..thanks dumb dumb boy for e double choco..really got craving for that...went to eat guo tie with clair,vic nn manda..i behaved juz like a preganant woman,havin so much cravings...it was a fulfilling trip...damn full after that..on e way to mrt,had sight seeing of different types nn brands of cars..i wanna go for my driving lesson soon!!!!!!!so dumb of me to forget my pw..but lucky i remembered it..
finally i m on time for emi tut..seem like its been a long long time since i last attend e tut..whaha..gonna go offline soon to study for miip quiz tml..had been procastinating since 9pm..
hope my qian qian nn scandal gonna get well soon..
i dreamt of u that night.. i remembered e dream.. it seems so true.. too real to be true..
given by zh..its fr taiwan!!!!!!!!
malaysia trip..
them eating ice cream..
one of e shops at jusco..
hello kitty piano in e children's arcade..
my shade!!!!!
my eyoree bedroom slipper.. my heels..
e way back to granny's house..
my bunch of cousins!!!!!!!they r nu zi ping tuan..whaha
my beloved jing jing but she's damn naughty though cute!!!!!!
given by jing jing..
written by kai during MIT tut..
9:22 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
now its already 3 when i suppose to wake up at 5..gosh..fyp!!!!!!!!juz cldnt get it right though i tried upteem times!!!!!i followed exactly wat e bk said nn yet its not working..
ya such a coincidence that out of all ppl,is only when he logs in,e msn box pop up showing that he juz sign in..dotz..lame..
i seem to be in such a foul mood cuz of fyp???sorry if i thorw tantrum or temper at any1 ok???seriously no offence..
off to slp..night..cya on sun..
3:02 AM
ABOUT ME
ABOUT HER.
shirley//*
20++//*
14 apr//*
cheerful//*
optimistic//*
proud to be mummy nn daddy's gal ^ ^ V//*
she loves to laugh more than she frowns//*
HER LOVES.
family//*
dbe peeps//*
FMC//*
Sotong family//*
him//*
lollipop//*
adidas//*
me to u bear//*
GUESS//*
Tiffancy & Co bracelet//*
DESIRES
HER WISHES.
MORE CASH//*
NUM bag//*
learn piano//* get into uni//*
MORE clothes//*
MORE shoes//* MORE Dresses//*
GUESS watch//*
STAGE cap//*
Polaroid camera//*
Pale grey skinny jean//* Gucci perfume//* NUM Black Slim Havanian//* Escada Pacific Paradise perfume//* LOTS of happiness//*
get my driving license//*
may all my wishes come true =))//*