Tuesday, May 25, 2010
what u said and what u do is totally contradicting.
nothing i do is right. u said i was nv correct.
i m learnin to take things easy now if not life gonna be really sucky for me!!!
9:36 AM
Thursday, May 20, 2010
for once,
i thought i m the most fortunate girl in the world cause i found u.
u make me feel really loved and spoilt me like there's no tomorrow.
giving me simple surprises such as picking me up from tut etc, makes me feel u really love me.
i guess all this don lasts for long. i didnt expected it coming n now i m getting upset over it.
i no longer feel the love that i used to feel.
for now is only quarrel, arguements n ur favourite tagline which is saying EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!.
u don care n bothered abt my safety.
u don sms me to ask where m i or have i reach hm when i told u i stayin back to do work.
sometimes, i simply feel that u no longer know how to treasure n appreciate me anymore.
i do everything for u.
after work, help u throw flyers despite how tired i m.
i m afraid of dogs n yet i still go ahead with it cuz i wan to help. don wanna u to feel helpless n demoralised cuz u have not close any deal yet.
when u going to receive ur 1st cheque, i was so worried n excited. anxiously waiting for u to break e news to me. but u didnt. u went on blabbering as if i m not ard. i m upset over it n u r mad that i show u attitude. u don even bother to fiind out y i m showin u attitude. i don show attitude for no reasons.
don u realised nowadays u don come fetch me from work or find me as often anymore?most of the time, u ask me to come find u.
during my sch holi, i almost send u to work everyday if not i will fetch u from work and at times what i get back in return is sadness n tears.
things r so different now. i m tired, very tired.
i will get back to my feet n live for myself.
6:19 PM
ABOUT ME
ABOUT HER.
shirley//*
20++//*
14 apr//*
cheerful//*
optimistic//*
proud to be mummy nn daddy's gal ^ ^ V//*
she loves to laugh more than she frowns//*
HER LOVES.
family//*
dbe peeps//*
FMC//*
Sotong family//*
him//*
lollipop//*
adidas//*
me to u bear//*
GUESS//*
Tiffancy & Co bracelet//*
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HER WISHES.
MORE CASH//*
NUM bag//*
learn piano//*
get into uni//*
MORE clothes//*
MORE shoes//*
MORE Dresses//*
GUESS watch//*
STAGE cap//*
Polaroid camera//*
Pale grey skinny jean//*
Gucci perfume//*
NUM Black Slim Havanian//*
Escada Pacific Paradise perfume//*
LOTS of happiness//*
get my driving license//*
may all my wishes come true =))//*
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